Chapter 62 Taoism, Nature

We looked at each other in silence, and the atmosphere in the room was a little heavy. The round boy was pulled out by Huijue, saying that he was going to chant sutras. When he left, he gently closed the door. I knew that he wanted to leave the room with me.

A space for Master to talk alone.

Master lit up cigarettes. In recent days, I found that Master's smoking frequency has obviously become extremely high, and he is very worried.

Smoke was rising in the room, but we, the master and the apprentice, were still silent. When the smoke was almost finished, the master suddenly handed me the pipe and said, "Want a sip?"

I took it and took a puff, and a hot breath swirled in my lungs. At the end, there was a slight medicinal aroma in my mouth. This is Master's unique dry tobacco leaf, which cannot be bought in ordinary places.

However, dry tobacco was too strong after all, and I wasn’t used to it. I touched my pocket, took out a cigarette and lit it. Aren’t I also worried?

"Still thinking about Yang Sheng?" Master finally spoke.

"Yes, I want to know everything." I really want to know everything. The back view of Brother Sheng's last turn still hurts my heart.

"Here, let's take a look." The master took out something from his arms.

I took it, and it was a roll of paper. I unfolded it, and there were many messages written on it, but they were written in a special code, and the translation was below.

"I don't know why we here can't receive telegrams, but we can send out messages. I didn't think too carefully." The master explained beside him.

In fact, I understand, he didn't dare to think too carefully, it was too scary! He couldn't receive the news, but he was able to call someone, as if there was a pair of eyes watching us, and he did it on purpose.

Looking at the contents of the piece of paper carefully, my face became more and more ugly. When I finally handed it back to Master, my hands began to tremble again.

"Do you understand?" Master asked.

"I understand." I nodded.

The above is a conversation between a person and an organization. They have already colluded and agreed. The last one is a satellite phone contact. Ha, satellite phone

That person was Brother Sheng, that organization, I thought of that devil face, it turned out to be an organization.

"Master, did you know this a long time ago, or?" I pinched my hands until the veins bulged, and I felt so heartbroken that I couldn't breathe. It was indeed a conspiracy and a deception. Brother Sheng, how could he do this to me?

"I don't want to doubt this kid Yang Sheng. This news was brought by Ling Qing, and there is this evidence." Master looked at me and said.

I lowered my head in pain and grabbed my hair, and it took me a long time to say: "Brother Sheng, how could Brother Sheng do this?"

"Because he has an obsession in his heart, and for this obsession, he has gone crazy. This obsession has made his world without right and wrong, without any emotions. From another perspective, his state of mind is as high as the one we are pursuing.

Realm. It's a pity that it is born out of obsession, and when it is shattered, it will be irreversible. This is a crooked way. However, it is also his own way." Master's words were very deep, and corresponding to my pain, Master was very calm and rational.

"Master, is that organization very powerful? Can I get Brother Sheng back?" I looked at Master, with a glimmer of hope in my eyes.

"Sanwa'er, you are 23 years old. What I have always hoped for is that you are no longer childish. Powerful? Powerful is no longer enough to describe it. It can be said that even the country is taboo about taking action. Do you know why? The relationship is intricate! It can only be done slowly.

Clean up. Think about the details yourself. You can fly helicopters here without any scruples. Do you think the country's airspace defense is so weak? Helicopters can fly anywhere at will? There is one more thing, I forgot to tell you, "Master

As he said that, he threw out another thing.

It was a document, which contained an order for Brother Sheng and Sister-in-law Jingyi to join this mission and be responsible for investigating something.

"What is this?" There is nothing wrong with the document, and there is nothing wrong with the signature or seal.

"Don't you understand? This is true, but it can also be said to be false, because there is nothing wrong with the document itself, but the person who issued this document has an affair with this organization. The information we have received is still secret.

The purpose of the country sending people here this time is to prevent us from Yang Sheng, control him secretly, and then quietly and slowly clean up and close the net, hoping to catch the people behind this organization. However, Yang Sheng," the master said

Here comes a sigh.

"Master, can you tell me about this organization?" I asked, because I also had an obsession planted in my heart. I wanted to find Brother Sheng and ask him clearly. I wanted to understand this organization.

"No." Master refused directly.

"Why, why are you always like this, not telling me anything, not saying anything to me! Master, how long are you going to protect me?" I was angry, I hated this feeling, all this time, everything

That's right.

A trace of sadness flashed in the master's eyes, and he was silent for a long time before he said: "I want to protect you and let you grow slowly."

"Master" I choked up a little.

But the master turned around and said: "But I still let you go. Today, after you left for a while, I received the news. According to my speed, I could have arrived in time, but I didn't. There are some things that you have to experience by yourself.

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What do you feel? Betrayal? I felt angry in my heart. I didn’t know why Master didn’t look at me. I stared at his back and resisted his decision with silence.

"Have you let it go?" Suddenly, Master asked.

"Let go of what?" I don't understand.

Master turned around and stared at me deeply: "Let go of the heavy emotions and be more sensible in the future."

I remained silent. That betrayal was like a knife with a barb inserted into my heart. When I took it out, my flesh and blood were still hanging on it. I felt pain.

But, let it go? Many people’s faces appeared in front of my eyes, dad, mom, sister, Surou and finally, Master!

"You just want to use a betrayal to make me experience letting go?" My voice was sarcastic. This was the first time I spoke to Master like this.

Master didn't care, looked at me and said: "I don't want you to have any obsessions. Too much emotion means too deep a bond. If your feet are tied, you will inevitably stumble. I want you to go more smoothly in the future. Cultivation

When you cultivate your mind, you cultivate a fair and transparent heart. But a fair and transparent heart is indifferent and calm, and it cannot carry too many emotions."

Oh, discussing Tao?

I lit a cigarette again, lay down heavily, lit it, took a puff, and said: "Tao is natural, and emotions are also natural. I don't want to violate it. I can't pursue such a high realm."

"Taoism is naturally not something you can understand. The correct answer is that a heart will eventually merge into nature. What is nature? The sun rises and sets, the clouds roll and relax, life is endless, and the years are prosperous. This is a heart, following absolute rules

Run, don't interfere, just feel. This is the natural way of life." Master said in a deep voice.

"Ha" I looked at the ceiling and exhaled a puff of smoke, and then said: "Really? As ruthless as the law! Master, have you let me go?"

silence.

Then, Master's tired voice sounded in the room: "I can't let go of many things, but I can let them go."

My heart felt desolate again. Is this a cold road? Will Master let go? To pursue the ethereal nature?

That's all I thought at the time.

However, it was many years later that I understood what kind of person the Master was, what kind of nature and realm he could be, and what he could do without looking back. What he wanted, I didn’t understand until many years later.

It's a pity that time can't be turned back. In this dark little room, I looked at Master and said in a deep voice: "I'm sorry, Master! I won't let you go!"

Master stared at me for almost a minute, then suddenly laughed, and the laughter was full of bitterness: "Haha, my apprentice. Well, there are three thousand avenues and countless small paths. Everyone has his own path.

, this deep feeling may be your way. I hope that in the future, your journey will be safe, and I just want peace."

Are you safe? Is Master so disappointed in me that he only wants my peace from now on?

It seems that my disciple is not worthy of his pride, and he has not asked me to be his pride.
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