Chapter 118 The edge of the outbreak
"Is this love? Use your lover to gain a breathing space for your ambitions. Does Patel love Naya?" Women are often the easiest to be moved by love, because they are destined to be more emotional than men. I admit it.
I feel sorry for Sharma's situation, but I haven't thought about the love-hate relationship between Jaya and Patel, but Ruyue has thought about it.
When this question was raised, Chengyuan, Chengzhen and Ruyue were close together. Judging from the expressions on their faces, it was obvious that they were also concerned about this issue.
I think this question is stupid. What kind of man would use his love to create a 'safe' environment for himself? Unless he doesn't love at all, I thought Uncle Johnny would give a negative answer.
Unexpectedly, Uncle Johnny's answer was so certain: "Patel belongs to Athea."
As if he saw the doubts in my heart, Uncle Johnny's eyes looked a little vicissitudes, and he put a hand on my shoulder: "Chengyi, the forms of love in this world are all kinds of strange. You are Li's disciple, so you are destined to be.
Before your heart is truly tempered, it is full of weaknesses
, because you will be very much like a child. Your joys, anger, sorrows and joys, as well as the persistence and expression of feelings, will be less hidden by adults, and less seemingly wise attitude towards life. Don't be surprised, Li himself is like this too, he is really very naive.
It's so deep, but so deep that no one can see through it. Today's
You, only have the truth, but not the depth. You can’t understand Patel’s love, because in your opinion, love is love, pure and without impurities, but how can you understand that there are people in this world even if they are in love?
Deep down, he still has what he thinks is the rationality that makes some things overwhelming.
Above love, since it is above love, it is not a bad idea to use it. Even if this use will hurt himself, he thinks it is worth it, because he has judged with his 'reason' that what he gets is greater than what he gets.
Lost love. That’s who Patel is.”
I'm speechless. Yes, Uncle Johnny's positioning of me is very accurate. Just like Master has explained to me since childhood, sad relationships will cause weakness in my character. It's reasonable that I can't understand.
Because I think that the value of what Patel pursues will not be greater than a pure love. Things in the world are like clouds, including power, money, and status. Only the sincerity of feelings at that time cannot be changed. Looking back,
It’s already hard to find.
Such a view may be judged by Master as a fool who is obsessed with feelings and cannot let go, which is no different from Patel who is obsessed with his own ambition.
But after seeing through it all, they are all gods, so how can there be all kinds of things in this mortal world? The endless heart-burning flame tempers all kinds of strange things in this world? The master is also exposed to it, and only then will he devote himself to Kunlun.
road.
No matter what thoughts I have in my mind, the story of Sharma and Patel continues.
They are in a delicate balance, and it is no different from the warm and affectionate relationship in the past, because it is Yaya who maintains this delicate balance.
As for the sincere relationship between the two of them in the past, it has been so long that people can hardly remember it. Sharma knew in his heart that on that night when the moonlight was blown by the wind and Jaya said that they would never be separated,
The sincerity between him and Patel has been lost forever.
They have restored the calm between each other, which is a way of getting along with each other in a calm way, because no one dares to act rashly.
The only difference is that they are all working hard and practicing like crazy. Sharma can't see clearly what Patel does for, but Sharma knows very well what he does for. It's for the one in his heart.
Feeling of crisis, he couldn't let the out-of-control Patel get too far ahead of him. Although he understood that Patel's talent meant that he couldn't possibly run ahead of him, he couldn't fall behind too far, right?
This is the goal that Sharma has set for himself! Because the advantage of soul suppression has been resolved by Patel, if he still surpasses himself too much, Sharma cannot imagine the result. He always feels that there is an unspeakable part behind it.
The danger may explode at any time.
Time is like water, and five years have passed in the blink of an eye. Both he and Patel have bid farewell to their youthful days and have entered their 30s, which symbolizes the age when men should mature.
Thya still hasn't appeared, and there is no news at all. It's like this angel has never existed in this world.
But Sharma knew that Jaya was still alive in a corner, because Patel was so calm and calm, which was enough to explain everything! Sadly, Sharma couldn't get anything from Patel's mouth.
News, because Patel said that he would refuse any request from him.
Therefore, Sharma's life was more difficult than that of Patel. He had to weave beautiful lies in front of his parents to give them some comfort in their sad and tormented hearts.
"Father, Thaya is living a good life in the UK. You don't know how much those British guys like her. Of course, it is natural that our Thaya gets such love."
"Father, Thya is planning to travel around the world. She wrote to me and told me that this will make her life more fulfilling."
Sharma keeps weaving such lies, and his father and mother, who appear to be older, will listen with smiles, but Sharma is also sensitive to the fact that this means that his smarter father will be completely deceived, and he will
Ask, when will Yaya come back? Where is Yaya’s letter? Can I read it?
At times like this, it was extremely difficult for Sharma to cope. Sometimes he had to suspect that his father did not believe what he said at all, but just forced himself to believe it, so that if he indulged in lies, he would feel better.
Sharma knows very well how much his parents love Jaya. What mood can be more sad and anxious than that of a father who has lost his daughter? Whenever this happens, Sharma will even feel a little hatred for Jaya.
Why is it so cruel? Have you seen the white hair on the father's head and the wrinkles at the corners of the mother's eyes? Have you ever seriously experienced the tears they shed? In India, the status of women has always been low. How can parents pamper their daughters like this?
, do you still need to imagine how much you love your daughter?
And this is not the only torture for Sharma. The even greater torture comes from Patel. He will still return to that manor as if nothing had happened. Even when his parents miss Jaya and cannot suppress it, he will still return to that manor.
Seeing the sorrow of their family, every time like this, Sharma felt that he wanted to immediately kill this 'venomous snake' who was watching the show with cold eyes! Could it be that he had never put aside the many years of upbringing?
In your heart?
Sharma spent five years like this, practicing diligently and suffering painfully, but five years later he was even more desperate.
"The temple has its own set of standards for judging ability. After five years of diligent practice, my achievements in practice amazed all the elders in the temple. But compared with Patel, all this pales in comparison because of caste.
The elders were reluctant to express their appreciation, but they had to admit that
The fact is that Patel's achievements are as dazzling as any genius in history, and his ability even surpasses that of the elders of the temple. Except for that genius who cannot be matched by the title of Mahatma, he is far behind.
The light can cover anyone." Uncle Johnny's voice was full of bitterness.
As for the genius he mentioned, judging from the religion they believe in, I can only think of one person, Siddhartha Gautama. Who is that? That is the supreme man of Buddhism—Sakyamuni!
Uncle Johnny's evaluation of Patel is so high? I can't believe what a dazzling person Patel is.
This story is so depressing that one cannot see the sunshine of hope at all. I am not looking at Patel's success with a biased eye, but I know from the conversation between Patel and Sharma.
Tyre's character is not directly proportional to his ability. His character is extreme to a certain extent. If such a person advances infinitely and reaches a supreme position, it will cause a disaster.
"Do you smell disaster?" Uncle Johnny didn't know how many times he had gained insight into my thoughts, or maybe it wasn't that he had insight into my thoughts, but it was just a question that people would consider when the story has developed to this extent.
Uncle Johnny asked, and everyone here nodded. Uncle Johnny smiled bitterly and said: "Yes, it is indeed a disaster. The one who prevents it from continuing to develop and spread is your master - Li
.However, before these chaotic things happened, I had a conversation with Patel, an extremely important conversation."
After the temple's strength evaluation, Sharma fell into a despairing mood, because Patel had gone further and further away, and his pace was so fast that he could hardly keep up. He was worried about his family and himself.
Worried about the danger of Patel, but Jaya was his weakness, restricting Sharma from doing anything.
Chapter completed!