Several people played by the river for an afternoon and did not return home until the evening.

At night, I leaned lazily against the door of the room, and looked into the fields in the distance through the fence of the courtyard.

It was her family’s field, and there were some traces left after the autumn harvest.

"I want to grow some fruits there in the future." An suddenly pointed to a corner of the field and said.

After the first time, he looked at An's finger direction and nodded: "Okay."

"Grow potatoes over there." An said to a corner again. She likes to eat potatoes, whether it is mashed potatoes, chips, potato chips, or the simplest baked potatoes. She likes to eat them.

"Yes." Chu then nodded.

"Grow some vegetables there, and grow some rice there..."

Seeing An pointing at his field like a child, Chu felt indescribable in his heart. Maybe she wanted to laugh, but she couldn't laugh.

"Where is Chu?" Suddenly, An turned around and looked at her and asked.

"Hmm?" Chu turned his head in confusion.

"What do you want?" An asked with a smile.

I first found that her temper had improved a lot, but I was always laughing recently.

"I've never heard you say what you want." An leaned against the door and spread his hands.

"Don't you really don't want anything?"

The lights in the room were a little dim, and the small table was placed with bowls and chopsticks that had not been cleaned up after dinner.

Chu seemed to have thought for a while and looked at the countryside outside the door.

"I want to be forgiven."

Forgived by her parents, her sister, the person she killed was forgivated by her, was forgivated by Hillman Sakurako b3068 Lawrence Mann Yagami Nariran, and An, also.

She knew this was a very excessive request because she had done something that was not worthy of forgiveness, but if she just thought about it, there should be no problem or anything.

"Hu." A gust of wind blew outside the door. The wind was very cold. I tightened my clothes, sat back a little, and leaned against Chu.

Maybe after thinking about it, An said with a squinted eyes.

"Then I forgive you."

I forgive you for leaving sooner or later.

An is a very smart person. She knows contracts very well and the deals between her and Chu very well.

She had never understood that Chu could not always be with her, and Chu would definitely break his promise that night.

However, she found that she was not so angry, but took it for granted.

Chu looked at An in surprise.

"Hmph." An Ze smiled hummingly and hit her with his shoulder.

"As compensation, you have to hurry up and do more things that make me happy."

"What makes you happy?" Chu Dai was obviously a little confused.

"For example......" Ann crossed his eyes with another point of view and glanced up and down at Chu's body.

He probably understood An's meaning, Chu's expression froze, but then she lowered her head and shook her hands, and said softly.

"I, can."

"Hahaha." An looked at Dichu nervously and laughed loudly: "Okay, I'm kidding you, I won't force you to do something like that."

As she said that, she sat beside Chu, pulling her clothes on her body and wrapping herself up like a rice dumpling. The weather was really too cold.

"I'm very satisfied." An smiled and took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took one and held it in his mouth.

"I have really felt the desire to rely entirely on someone, so that kind of thing is no longer so important."

"Bang." The lighter was fired, and the beating flames lit the cigarette on An's mouth.

An Qing took a breath, then gently spit out the smoke from her mouth, and the smell of the lady cigarette slowly dissipated in the room.

He looked at An for a long time and said softly.

“Smoking is not good for the health.”

"You speak the same as my mother." An muttered to himself with a cigarette in his arms, "I'm so annoying."

"This is the last one, I won't smoke it again in the future."

As she said that, she blew up the ashes and let the smoke drift away. The smoke covered her frustrated eyes.

An is a very smart person, just like she never keeps people and things that she can't keep.

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Two weeks later, An held a funeral for her mother. There was a hillside in the village that specifically buried the dead. An buried her mother in an inconspicuous corner.

Her mother doesn't like to attract attention, as she often says, there's nothing wrong with being alone.

On the day of the funeral, almost every family in the village came. Some helped An watch the night, some helped An to have funerals, and some helped An to spread water to open the road.

In this village where there are not many people, the relationship between people is closer than imagined.

That Tianan did not show any sadness. However, after her mother was buried, she guarded the candlelight in front of the tomb alone and stayed for a long time until it was almost dawn that she was the last one to leave silently.

Before leaving, she said the last word to her mother.

"Forgive me."

How many people in this world live to get forgiveness from others?

It’s useless to forgive me, forgive me for not doing well enough, forgive me for not satisfying what you want, forgive me for not being an excellent person, forgive me for not being the one you imagined, forgive me for not being by your side when you need it.

And what kind of forgiveness is needed to make people relieved.

Maybe when people pray for forgiveness, there is no possibility of being relieved.

As for the first time, she did not come, she was not suitable for mourning, because if there were really ghosts in this world, she would make the ghost uneasy.

On the third day after An's mother was buried, it started to snow as expected by the villagers.

The cold that had been brewing for a long time fell from the sky, covering this mountain village with little population.

The weather was so cold that An didn't want to go out at all. Chu was too lazy to move, so the two of them stayed in the heated room together to rest.

Chu was holding An’s comic book when she was a child and lay on the ground to watch it. This was her new hobby recently.

And An, the old god was drinking a cup of warm tea on the ground, looking like an old lady.

She was considering resignation so that she could start sowing seeds in her own fields when the spring of next year.

Don’t look at her like this. When she was a child, she often helped her mother do farm work, so there was no problem with growing vegetables.

As she thought about it, An wanted to smoke again, but because she had promised Chu to quit smoking a few days ago, she had left all her lighter to Chu for safekeeping.

"First."

An, holding a teacup, looked at the first person who was lying leisurely reading a comic.

"You asked me to quit smoking. Now I'm feeling uncomfortable. Should you distract me?"

When he heard An's words, Chu, who was lying there, was stunned for a moment.

Suddenly, she glanced at the comic in her hand, hesitated for a moment, and sat up from the ground: "Okay."

Just when An was amused by how Chu would use to help him distract himself.

Chu had already approached her, raised her lips and kissed her on the cheek.

"Puff! Cough cough cough cough cough!"

Caught off guard, Di An choked on the water and coughed violently while covering his mouth.

"Is that OK?" Chu asked softly with a slight look on his face while sitting beside An.

Obviously, this was something she learned from comics, but she wasn't sure if she was suitable for doing so.

"Yes, okay." An blushed and looked out the door.
Chapter completed!