80. Avoid(1/2)
After sneezing, Yu Hao rubbed his nose, didn't ask any further, lay on the bed, held his cell phone, and flipped through it for a while.
"I'm happy for you." Yu Hao said again, "It's pretty good."
"What are you happy about?" Zhou Sheng said coldly, "I'm happy about going out with her?"
"Zhou Sheng." Yu Hao took the initiative, "This is great. Let's think of a way to make Medusa together..."
"Can you shut up?" Zhou Sheng's tone was still so cold, "Can you lie quietly when you are sick?"
Yu Hao: "General, I don't want to avoid this question anymore..."
Zhou Sheng suddenly stood up, kicked the balcony door open, and then pushed open the window door twice in a row. The sound of heavy rain rushed in instantly.
"Can you communicate well?" Yu Hao said loudly.
Zhou Sheng ignored him and sat down in front of the induction cooker. At that moment, Yu Hao wanted to throw something on his head. He thought to himself that this was one of the reasons why you couldn't beat Medusa to death, but when he thought of this, Yu Hao felt that this was for granted and couldn't help but feel funny.
Because of his avoidance attitude towards emotions and he is unwilling to communicate, but to solve this problem, communication is indeed needed... This is falling into a vicious cycle.
Yu Hao looked at Zhou Sheng and suddenly felt very distressed.
He hopes that he can be well, and as long as he is happy, he can do nothing. Zhou Sheng should live the life he deserves, marry a beautiful girl, inherit his father's family business, and have an obedient daughter.
At this moment, Yu Hao truly felt that he loved him so much.
Thinking of this, Yu Hao thought of Liu Pengxuan again. He was surprised to find that his love for Zhou Sheng had already gone through everything, and he was even willing to give up on his own initiative, just wanting him to be happy.
"You really don't have to care about me." Yu Hao said in the sound of rain all over the sky, "When you think you can like Jingya, I can take good care of myself. Zhou Sheng, we are friends for life, just like with my brother."
But the rain was too loud, and he didn't know if Zhou Sheng had heard it. Maybe he had heard a few words, maybe he didn't hear it. Yu Hao wanted to say it again, but Zhou Sheng poured the ginger soup into a cup, got up and handed it to him.
"Don't spill it on the bed!" Zhou Sheng said loudly impatiently.
Yu Hao took the cup and stared at Zhou Sheng. Zhou Sheng's eyebrows and eyes were full of resentment. This was the first time Yu Hao saw Zhou Sheng showing such an expression, as if he was a little disgusted.
"What's wrong with you?" Yu Hao said.
"Drink!" Zhou Sheng said again.
Yu Hao wanted to say something else, but Zhou Sheng went to close the doors and windows, and the dormitory became quiet for a moment.
"Yu Hao, I'm going to get angry." Zhou Sheng said again, "I'm so angry by you."
Yu Hao had no choice but to drink ginger soup. Zhou Sheng looked angry and went to the induction cooker, drank the rest, packed up his things, took Yu Hao's cup, and then turned around and left the dormitory.
"Where to go?" Yu Hao said.
Zhou Sheng did not answer, and Yu Hao said again: "Bring an umbrella! Zhou Sheng!"
At six o'clock in the morning, Zhou Sheng left the dormitory. Yu Hao sneezed again, feeling drowsy, and his head began to hurt. He wanted to give Zhou Sheng a message, edited a large section, but deleted it all. Finally, he threw his phone aside and closed his eyes.
Let's sleep for a while, Yu Hao thought to himself.
"Yu Hao?" Fu Liqun's voice said in his ears.
Yu Hao didn't know how long he had slept, and his consciousness was deep. Fu Liqun said, "Why did you catch a cold?"
Yu Hao sat up, Fu Liqun carried a sports bag, and before he put down his luggage, he woke Yu Hao up and said, "Would you like to eat some porridge?"
Yu Hao got out of bed, his face turned a little pale, and asked, "What time is it?"
"It's two o'clock." Fu Liqun replied, "It's two o'clock in the afternoon."
The rain stopped and the dormitory was very stuffy. Fu Liqun dared not turn on the electric fan and handed Yu Hao a sandwich.
Yu Hao's mind was clattering, and he was so hungry that Fu Liqun twisted the drinks for him to drink, and put a large bag of snacks on the desk.
"Eat this." Fu Liqun said, "Your sister-in-law bought you a white lover."
Yu Hao was so upset that Fu Liqun bowed his head and said, "The young master said there is porridge in the rice cooker, let's drink porridge."
"I'll just eat this..." Yu Hao said, "Hey head hurts. Has Zhou Sheng been back?"
"He bought the medicine." Fu Liqun said, "I asked me to bring it here. I just met at the school gate... and there are salted duck eggs."
"Don't tell him that I'm sick." Yu Hao replied. Seeing that Zhou Sheng really wanted to eat the porridge, it was still hot. It seemed that he had come back once in the morning to make porridge. Yu Hao really couldn't resist the power of eating, so he went to get a bowl and drink porridge with Fu Liqun.
“Is Japan fun?”
Fu Liqun smiled and said, "Show you the photos tomorrow, will you still go tomorrow?"
"Go." Yu Hao said, "I didn't have a fever, just take a pill and have a sleep."
Yu Hao's vitality has been very tenacious since he was a child. He could only drink hot water, but he made an appointment to go to the amusement park with them tomorrow, so he might as well take a pill.
"Let's see if the ticket is not booked tomorrow morning." Fu Liqun said, "I haven't booked the ticket yet, I'm afraid it will rain again." As he said, he took out the cold medicine and asked Yu Hao to take it. After Yu Hao took it, he didn't have the strength all over, so he went up and lay down again, took out where he was. He saw Zhou Sheng having several voices in a row and asked him to take the medicine back. He had something to do outside today, and he came back in the evening and asked Yu Hao and Fu Liqun to wait for him to have dinner together.
Zhou Sheng's anger came and went quickly, and he recovered in less than a few hours. When Yu Hao was about to return to him, news about Ou Qihang came.
[Are you free, brother?] Ou Qihang sent a message to Yu Hao, [Just finished the grade meeting, I didn’t manage it tonight, and I can still sneak out again. Come and play with you later?]
Yu Hao responded and took out the Rubik's Cube. Thinking of Zhou Sheng asking him to return the things to him, he thought that this guy always has such a strong desire to control himself. I hope he will be better in the future with Huang Jingya. I can't even interfere with him when he falls in love with him?
Yu Hao made an appointment with Ou Qihang and went downstairs in slippers. Fu Liqun was watching the show and reminded: "Wear more items, it's cold outside."
Yu Hao said "yes", put on his coat and went downstairs, and Fu Liqun said again: "I order a pizza tonight, and I finally get rich, hehe."
Yu Hao said: "Order a big one, Zhou Sheng will come back to eat."
Ou Qihang stepped on a bicycle and looked downstairs at the girl's building. Yu Hao called him, and Ou Qihang quickly turned around. He was not wearing a school uniform today, and like Yu Hao, he was wearing a printed white T-shirt and black shorts.
"What are you doing when you look downstairs at the girl?" Yu Hao felt funny and threw the Rubik's Cube at him.
Ou Qihang caught the Rubik's Cube, feeling a little embarrassed and said, "I'm looking for your dormitory building. What's wrong? Why do I get it back to me?"
"It's just to return it to you." Yu Hao said, "No, why."
Ou Qihang looked at Yu Hao for a while, and finally nodded and said, "Oh."
His eyes seemed a little disappointed, but Yu Hao felt a little guilty for some reason.
Ou Qihang put the Rubik's Cube in his bag behind him and asked, "Did you catch a cold? Your nose is blocked."
"There's a little bit." Yu Hao said, "There's something to do tonight. You can go back and study hard. In the third year of high school, don't always think about what you have or not."
Ou Qihangdao: "You think too much and think I like you." He suddenly laughed.
Yu Hao said: "There is no better thing, I'm afraid I will harm you."
"What's wrong with me?" Ou Qihang shrugged, spread his hands, walked aside, looked around, picked up the place where there were few people outside the bamboo forest, sat down, and smiled wickedly, "I like you, don't have the heart to study?"
Yu Hao said laughing and crying: "It's okay if you have little thoughts, why do you need to penetrate the words? How embarrassing?"
"I'm not embarrassed." Ou Qihang smiled and said, "Whoever has little thoughts in his heart will be embarrassed."
After taking the cold medicine, Yu Hao felt a little uncomfortable and was in a bad mood. He was a little polite when he spoke, so he sat down next to Ou Qihang.
Ou Qihangdao: "Do you have a boyfriend? Is your boyfriend jealous? Why don't you tell me?"
"I don't have a boyfriend." Yu Hao said.
Ou Qihai Road: "No? You must have liked it, right?"
The cold medicine made Yu Hao's mind not very clear. He looked at the big and small puddles on the road, and the puddles reflected the clouds in the sky.
"No." Yu Hao shook his head and said, "Actually I am quite lonely." He said, looking at Ou Qihang with his head tilted, and said, "But everyone is destined to be lonely from birth to death."
"My father said this too," Ou Qihang replied.
Yu Hao wanted to go back to the dormitory, but he didn't want to discuss too much with Ou Qihang. After all, he was just starting to be in the third year of high school, and his life still has many possibilities, so he couldn't delay him. Even if Zhou Sheng didn't eat this inexplicable jealousy, Yu Hao originally wanted to clarify his attitude so that if this child really liked him and affected his studies in the third year of high school, he would always sneak out to find him.
Yu Hao said again: "What do you want to say to me? Then go back after that."
Ou Qihangdao: "I just want to talk to you, just talk about whatever you want."
Yu Hao said: "Do your parents know about you?"
"My dad is dead." Ou Qihang said, "My mom doesn't know I'm gay, so she doesn't dare to tell her, for fear that she will collapse."
Yesterday on the subway, Yu Hao saw Ou Qihang step forward to treat the lustful old man, and he thought that this kid must have a very good tutoring, and both parents must be upright people, but he did not expect Ou Qihang to suddenly say this.
Yu Hao didn't know how to comfort him for a moment, so he had to say, "My father passed away, when I was very young."
"Is your dad a policeman?" Yu Hao's inspiration flashed and he vaguely guessed everything behind it, but this guess was immediately proven to be wrong.
"No, my dad jumped off the building and committed suicide last winter." Ou Qihang smiled and said, "He was investigated by the Commission for Discipline Inspection."
Yu Hao was silent for a while, then nodded to Ou Qihang.
"This topic is too heavy." Ou Qihang felt a little embarrassed and said, "If you don't talk about this, I don't want to pretend to be pitiful and deceive you with your favorability."
"No, no." Yu Hao said hurriedly, "I haven't thought about it at all."
Ou Qihang said: "I think I need some psychological counseling."
Yu Hao said: "I don't have a license and can't be your psychological counselor. Qihang, do you feel the pressure is very high?"
Yu Hao roughly felt that what Ou Qihang needed was not to fall in love with him, but to a person who could talk to him, and had no intersection with his life circle, neither a teacher nor a classmate, nor a relative or friend, who had no understanding of him or was not very concerned about him, and was a stranger who was willing to listen to him.
Just like when I was in my senior year of high school, I really wanted to make friends at school and pour out the depression of my life. There must be a reason for my father being investigated by the Discipline Inspection Commission, and suicide also has a reason... Yu Hao only read the news that an official "depressed" jumped off a building and committed suicide while translating an article not long ago.
In fact, most of the officials investigated did not suffer from depression, at least not to the point of committing suicide, but the relationship behind it was too wide, officials protected each other and had a huge network of power. Once they could not withstand the investigation, they would give up more people. Many criminal officials believed that instead of being caught one after another, it would be better to commit suicide, so that their wives, sons and children could be properly taken care of.
Yu Hao turned around and sat, stepped on the bench, facing Ou Qihang.
To be continued...