68. Key(1/2)
"I funded Lin Xun despite my elder sister's opposition." Liang Jinmin said, "At that time, I firmly believed that this was my soul mate in my life. Every day I was with him, I felt that the bright sunshine was shining on my soul. Now, it was so beautiful. Yu Hao, you said I didn't understand, I really didn't understand, or from the depths of my heart, I was always unwilling to admit my cowardice. It was this cowardice that made me fall into a tragedy of life that kept me in a cyclical cycle..."
The living room was quiet. Yu Hao didn't want to cry, but he couldn't help crying. He could put himself in his shoes and realized that Liang Jinmin loved Lin Xun so much at that time, but when he thought of her now, he felt extremely sad.
Chen Yekai's eyes also turned red, and he could hear the vague sound of breathing.
Zhou Sheng looked at Yu Hao, Liang Jinmin took a piece of paper, handed it to Yu Hao, and smiled and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't say that."
"No." Yu Hao hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, Teacher Liang, it's too presumptuous to say that I said."
Liang Jinmin said, "Come on, have some chocolate." Then he took out the high-end chocolate from the coffee table and distributed it to them.
"Lin Xun and I support each other, left home, and went to San Francisco to study. As the wedding oath said, whether it is health or disease, poverty or wealth, young and beautiful, or old, we always support each other and rely on each other." Liang Jinmin said, "Later, my elder sister died of lung cancer four years later. The many trivial contradictions in our marriage life gradually kicked off."
Yu Hao listened to Liang Jinmin recalling the little things between her and Lin Xun. The bloody reality and quarrel turned into many weapons in the dream. The huge metal monster's mechanical arm was covered with many weapons. Gradually, Lin Xun and her father's image were integrated and it was difficult to distinguish them.
"A girl who has witnessed a lot of domestic violence since she was a child, also fell into a tragedy when she grew up." Liang Jinmin sighed and said, "Is that a habit? Or is it a yearning? It embarrasses me very much, but on this night, I am willing to show my soul in its original state and be judged under the sunshine and moonlight."
Zhou Sheng adjusted his lower position on the sofa and smiled and said, "Sunshine?"
Liang Jinmin nodded and said, "I am a pessimistic person. Nietzsche mentioned in "The Birth of Tragedy" that the repetition of tragedy actually provides an aesthetic attitude to treat life and allow us to obtain the ultimate liberation. Long Sheng once said bluntly that in my subconscious, the psychological shadow of my original family caused me to feel a sense of self-pity that was not easy to detect, which made it difficult for me to break free from this constant reenactment."
"Secondly, I think that my tolerance for Lin Xun originated from that evening. After witnessing the entire process of my sister killing her father, she felt guilty and indebted to her father. She accepted my husband's repeated and repeated violent behaviors and endured them, which formed a psychological hint of atonement."
Chen Yekai said: "If I were asked to go to the trial, I would only have one sentence, and they should all die."
Liang Jinmin looked at Zhou Sheng, but Zhou Sheng did not express his opinion, just said: "You continue talking."
Liang Jinmin said: "I have become accustomed to living in this kind of original family. My mother also told me that all couples in the world will have quarrels and even physical conflicts. I once believed it. After puberty, I decided not to marry for life..."
"Just like me." Zhou Sheng replied, "I'm just afraid that I will be like my dad and will one day not be able to control myself."
"You won't." Yu Hao said to Zhou Sheng.
Liang Jinmin laughed and said, "But love is beyond everyone's control. I convinced myself countless times and took the courage to welcome a new life. Finally, I took that step, but I didn't expect that step would actually enter the abyss..."
Yu Hao: "..."
"After Lin Xun's first move, when he knelt down to me and begged for forgiveness, I was still convinced that this was the norm of marriage, although I knew it was impossible." Liang Jinmin lit a third cigarette and said, "I always feel that marriage in this world is like my parents getting along with each other, and I can't imagine the happy and happy life. Later, Nicky and Takin's love made me realize that a person would tolerate his lover so much, which made a future that was long-lasting and loving together could become possible."
Chen Yekai smiled bitterly and shook his head.
"Is there any?" The thought in Yu Hao's heart gradually surfaced, but it was still not real. He was waiting, waiting for the moment when it finally became clearer.
"If there is any, I think, it's love." Liang Jinmin closed her eyes and said, "That day I talked to Nicky about the future with her in the cafe. I began to decide to make up for my mistakes and devote the rest of my life to my major. But shortly after I got home, what you know happened..."
Chen Yekai said: "I remember you said you would be ready."
"Yes." Liang Jinmin pressed his ring finger against his eyebrows with his ring finger, "But many things happening three days later are intermittent, but I can't remember them."
Zhou Sheng's expression suddenly became serious, but he did not interrupt and gave a glance at Yu Hao. At this time, Yu Hao chose not to speak.
After a long silence, Liang Jinmin said again: "Yu Hao said today that I didn't understand. Yes, maybe deep in my heart, the remaining little stupid love and expectation for him was hindering me and blocking a certain memory of me..."
"You are subconsciously hindering yourself." Yu Hao picked up the photo frame and looked at the photo of Liang Jinmin and Lin Xun above, saying, "I don't want to send him to prison, even if he has formed a murder fact, right?"
"I think so." Liang Jinmin opened her eyes and said.
Chen Yekai said, "Yu Hao, it is useless to blame Teacher Liang. We cannot control our subconscious mind..."
Liang Jinmin said: "It doesn't matter, this is why I want to talk to you. For many years, I may never really know myself."
Zhou Sheng said: "So you were in the hospital that day and after you woke up, you kept recalling it?"
Liang Jinmin nodded and said, "Yes, the result of the identification done by the doctor for me is that the long-term coma caused a fault in my memory. I was thinking all day long. Nicky and Officer Huang suggested that I could wait a little longer, but only I knew that the real reason was my deliberate forgetting of it."
The hall was silent for a long time, and the smoke held by Liang Jinmin's fingers reached the end.
"Finally, let's use Nietzsche's argument to make a little modification to end today's lesson." Chen Yekai said, "Under the light of the Sun God, all things present a beautiful appearance. It changes the essence of tragedy, causing its painful and mad side to be eliminated, and reflects a magnificent light. This is our understanding of ourselves."
Zhou Sheng finished drinking the wine in the glass and put it down. When he looked at Yu Hao again, he was still thinking.
Yu Hao said: "What else did you talk about on the day we met in the cafe?"
Liang Jinmin did not answer and thought.
"At that time, I thought the evidence you received might not be strong enough. I remember Teacher Liang said, "Chen Yekai said, "'Then I will go back and continue to collect enough evidence until he is sent to prison'."
Liang Jinmin said: "I believe I said that at that time, but the memory has been blurred."
Chen Yekai said: "This is just a reason for me. Huang Ting's analysis of this is that if Teacher Liang's last thought before he fell into a coma was evidence of somewhere hidden, then the moment of his coma might cause this memory..."
"A piece of it." Zhou Sheng said.
Liang Jinmin nodded and said, "When I was repeating the process and leaving the record, I still remember Lin Xun said something to me at the end and knocked me out again, but I couldn't remember this sentence."
Her eyeliner was tearfully burned, and she put down her empty wine glass and walked into the bathroom.
When Yu Hao heard this last sentence, many flashing impressions in his mind suddenly formed a connection - based on the scene seen in the dream world, Liang Jinmin struggled to fight against the metal monster, and in her perception, the metal monster took away an existence that could protect himself and not be destroyed...
He looked down at the photos in the photo frame, and Lin Xun's face coincided with the metal monster! He had seen that "evidence" subconsciously!
It was a wooden Mayan sculpture! Yu Hao was very surprised at that time, why was it the only thing that was shining in the entire subconscious world!
Thinking of this, Yu Hao opened his eyes wide open uncontrollably and shivered slightly.
"What did you think of?" Zhou Sheng was the first to discover Yu Hao's abnormality.
Chen Yekai frowned and looked at Yu Hao. Yu Hao said, "Have you ever had a wood carving for decorations in this house before?"
"What?" Zhou Sheng didn't expect Yu Hao to say this suddenly.
"Teacher Liang!" Yu Hao immediately stood up and said, "Do you remember a wood carving? It's probably so big, brown-black, Mayan style..."
Zhou Sheng and Chen Yekai immediately stood up and followed Yu Hao. Chen Yekai said, "I remembered it! That was the crafts that Long Sheng and I brought back four years ago and gave to Teacher Liang..."
Liang Jinmin came out of the bathroom with a towel in her hand. When she heard this sentence, she suddenly started trembling uncontrollably.
"Teacher Liang?" Yu Hao still doesn't understand the meaning of this wood carving until now, but when Zhou Sheng saw Liang Jinmin's expression, he instantly knew that Yu Hao had finally found a key core.
"Think about it slowly, don't worry..." Zhou Sheng said, "Teacher Liang! Don't!"
"Teacher Liang!"
"Teacher Liang!"
Liang Jinmin widened her eyes and her face turned pale.
"I remembered it, and finally he said, "What evidence do you want to collect? Your arrangement... can't hide it...I..." Liang Jinmin said tremblingly, and then he fainted as if he had suffered a mental blow. Chen Yekai and Yu Hao were shocked and hurriedly supported her, and suddenly became in chaos. Chen Yekai said: "Take her in..."
Chen Yekai carried her into the bedroom, and Zhou Sheng said, "What is that wood carving? Kaikai! Do you remember what it looks like?"
"Wait..." Chen Yekai put Liang Jinmin down, and everyone became nervous. Yu Hao said, "I have seen it just now if I'm not in the living room!"
"It's in the living room." Chen Yekai said, "It's still there when I came last time. What does that mean? Yu Hao, why do you know it?"
"Stop asking!" Zhou Sheng said, "Find it out first! There must be a camera inside!"
Zhou Sheng's words instantly penetrated Yu Hao's perception, and Yu Hao said: "There is monitoring in its eyes! Yes! It must be!"
"It..." Chen Yekai said, "It should be here!"
Chen Yekai pointed to the TV, and there was a row of ornaments on the low cabinet where the TV was placed, saying, "When I was helping them move, I took it out and put it here..."
A sound came from inside, as if something had fallen down. The three of them immediately turned around and ran to the bedroom. Yu Hao thought they had found it, but when he saw that it was Liang Jinmin struggling and fell under the bed. Chen Yekai hurriedly helped her up, and Zhou Sheng said, "She is mentally unstable, Kaikai, look at her."
Zhou Sheng and Yu Hao returned to the living room. Yu Hao stroked his hair, and at a loss, saying, "Where will she put it?"
"Wait." Zhou Sheng said, "Don't worry, calm down and analyze."
Yu Hao was silent for a long time and said, "Why did Teacher Liang suddenly faint?"
"Because you mentioned that evidence." Zhou Sheng said in a deep voice, "The existence of 'evidence' led to her being beaten to coma by Lin Xun, which produced conditioned reflexes in the spiritual world. As soon as she was remembered, she spontaneously recalled the moment when the heavy blow caused her coma."
Yu Hao understood and frowned and said, "Regardingly, after the accident, Huang Ting blocked the scene and prevented Lin Xun from returning home. The things should be there."
Zhou Sheng said: "It is the only possibility that he took it away."
Yu Hao: "!!!"
Zhou Sheng: "Before Lin Xun knocked Liang Jinmin unconscious, he had roughly guessed the existence of this 'evidence', so he hinted at her in the last blow, searched the entire house, and destroyed the evidence."
Yu Hao: "..."
Yu Hao was unwilling to accept it, but this was the only possibility, so he sat down helplessly.
"Will Lin Xun keep it?" Yu Hao said.
"Impossible." Zhou Sheng said, "He will definitely destroy it completely. Wait, if it was a surveillance that recorded his domestic violence, would he use his computer to take a look before destroying it?"
Yu Hao said: "I will definitely delete it after reading it, and I will not leave it."
Zhou Sheng: "Even if it is deleted, the hard drive data can be restored. I'm afraid he won't use his own computer to watch... Wait, will she back up the cloud?!"
At this moment, the sound of a car came from outside the room, and the two suddenly became alert. Zhou Sheng pulled open the curtains in the living room and looked out. A car parked outside the door. Yu Hao said, "Who? Passing by?"
"No." Zhou Sheng frowned, "There will not be passing cars here, Lin Xun must have been back."
"No way! Such a coincidence?" Yu Hao said.
Today is the first day Lin Xun was released on bail. Yu Hao suddenly remembered that Shi Liang went home without warning that day, and he was a little cowardly in an instant.
"It's okay, I'm here, what are you afraid of?" Zhou Sheng said calmly, "Continue to drink his hidden wine and chat with him."
Yu Hao: "..."
To be continued...