A conversation between Jin Weicheng and Fu Liqun came from his ears, and the document content popped up on the web page. Yu Hao studied Jung psychology, shadows, personality masks, Anima and Animas... all of them were learned. The "self-nature" in it was specially used as a keyword in the graduation thesis project report and did a document search.

"So your responsibility is very heavy." Jin Weicheng said to Fu Liqun, "This is how men live. Society is harsh on women and men. If you take responsibility, you can't say that there is no way..."

Fu Liqun drank some wine and said, "What's next?"

"Crench." Jin Weicheng replied, "can only be cremated. Thinking about it now, if I hadn't nodded at the beginning, she wouldn't have wanted to get pregnant..."

Yu Hao looked up at Jin Weicheng and Fu Liqun, and wrote the second paragraph based on his memory.

Fu Liqun glanced outside and said, "It's snowing again, Yu Hao, are you cold?"

"Not cold." Yu Hao said, "Do I want to avoid it?"

"It's okay." Jin Weicheng said.

On this night with light snow, Jin Weicheng and Fu Liqun were drinking in front of the stove. Yu Hao was very surprised. This night was the first time that Jin Weicheng and Fu Liqun met, and they actually talked about it.

While searching the documents, he inferred a rough idea from their intermittent conversations. At that time, Jin Weicheng was one of the few college students. In that era when he was proud of his worker career, he was responsible for CNC in a steel mill, married a beautiful wife, and played basketball well. He was also a sensational figure in the small world.

He had a very cute daughter and took out a photo to show Fu Liqun. His words were full of pride in her. But he only had one child and always felt that something was missing. Once his wife got pregnant unexpectedly and wanted to give birth to her second child. The family planning was very strict that year, and Jin Weicheng thought about it for a long time, but in the end he nodded in a strange way.

This decision caused a drastic change in their later lives. Their lover returned to the countryside to hide and prepare to have a child, but when he was eight months pregnant, he was taken away by the family planning office and received an abortion injection. After the miscarriage, he bleed heavily and died. Jin Weicheng also lost his job. His daughter resented her father because of her mother's death and lived in her grandmother's house.

"How many ambitions do you have?" Jin Weicheng sighed again, "When you were young, you wanted to be a powerful figure. These ideals and goals will become different with the birth of your first child. In your life, children will become part of your new future."

Fu Liqun remained silent, and Jin Weicheng said: "So it is not easy to be a father sometimes. You have to understand your father-in-law. He did that because his emotions cannot be expressed. In the Eastern cultural system, men, especially fathers, always wear masks and remind themselves that 'I am a father-in-law'."

Yu Hao asked: "Where is Teacher Jin's daughter?"

"I've been studying abroad." Jin Weicheng said, "I'll save some money for her as a dowry, and I won't run away. Being an investigative reporter is tiring, and I can't compare to you young people."

Fu Liqun said: "Actually, many times, as a child, I hope to communicate more with my parents and sit down and talk, which is also good."

Yu Hao clicked the documents and papers to download them one by one, and Jin Weicheng replied: "I can't let go. I can't let go either by the wall in my heart, and she can't let go either. Just like this, this is not something that can be put down by letting go. If you go far, just like what Buddhism says, maybe you will have an epiphany one day."

Yu Hao closed the computer. On this quiet snowy night, for some reason, what he remembered most clearly was Huang Ting's back on the motorcycle. Zhou Sheng rode him by bike, and Huang Ting also took him by bike. The feeling of being with Zhou Sheng was heartbeat and love, but on the back seat of Huang Ting's motorcycle made him feel more direct and more impactful.

What is that emotion? Just like Jin Weicheng took the wine bottle from Erguotou, leaned over to his lips, and looked at the snow outside the window.

It is very deep, very deep loneliness, which is the loneliness that pulls everyone out of the noisy environment and from the entire grand world. At this moment, they are in the world, but are also wandering outside the world. Countless scenes and sounds become far away in an instant. There are only lonely individuals between heaven and earth, just like a small boat that can never rely on the shore in the boundless sea.

The stars in the sky disappeared, and the sun had not risen for a long time. Yu Hao remembered the words before the end of that summer, Ou Qihang sat side by side on the school bench with him, smiling and saying.

Huang Ting turned a crossroads and stopped a SUV in front of him. He looked back and saw an off-road vehicle appear behind him. Two cars were stuck at both ends of the road, and a person got out of the car.

"The things have been handed over." Huang Ting replied, "It's useless to find me. Teacher Zhao should go back."

"It doesn't matter." Zhao Liang said, "If you hadn't made an appointment with Yu Hao today, I wouldn't have come here specially. Whoever can't help but lose, remember what you said at that time?"

Huang Ting twisted the motorcycle handle a few times, making a "buzzing" idling sound.

Zhao Liang said: "Although I left the investigation team, I still have some strength. Xiao Huang, don't do stupid things."

Huang Ting looked at the vehicle behind him through the motorcycle helmet. Zhao Liang said, "Just ask a few questions. You are Brother Ren's favorite student and you will never be able to hold you. There are some things you want to show you."
Chapter completed!