Chapter 49(2/4)
"Yes, when I was in the most embarrassing situation, how could I be unhappy with such a group of people who loved me supporting me?"
Shu Yanan smiled and focused again on Gongyuan.
She touched his head and asked softly: "But, Yuanyuan, you are not happy.
Can you tell your sister why you are unhappy?
What are you afraid of?”
Miyagi shrank, bit his lip, lowered his head, and made no sound.
"What's wrong?"
Shu Yanan sensitively sensed the change in his expression.
After a while, Miyagi whispered, "Can't say..."
"Why can't you say it?"
He said in a lighter and lower voice, "I said I would be beaten..." His hand holding the sheets was trembling slightly.
"Yuanyuan is not afraid."
Shu Yanan hugged Gong Yuan into his arms and gently stroked his back, trying to relieve his inner fear, "I have my sister by your side.
My sister will accompany you, protect you, and not let anyone hit you."
"But he will beat his mother..." Miyagi said uneasy. She broke free from Shu Yanan as if she wanted to break away from something.
He kept retreating, the fear in his eyes deepened, and even his body was trembling, "He can beat his mother... Mom is afraid of him... I can't protect her..."
"Yuanyuan is not afraid..." Shu Yanan approached the palace, with a soft voice with a tenacious force, "I believe in my sister, as long as we say what we fear in our hearts, it will become no longer terrible."
When Gong Yuan rolled out of bed, his expression was stoked and his eyes were violently shaken.
"Yuanyuan is the strongest and bravest child.
No matter what, you can face it bravely, right?"
Shu Ya approaches Nanyue, and Miyagi retreats.
When he shrank to the bottom of the wall and had no choice but to retreat, he suddenly hugged his head and cried and shouted, "...I hate dad beats mom! He didn't allow me to tell my grandfather...I didn't allow me to ask anyone for help...I want to protect my mother, and he beats me together...I hate dad! Why did he hit me and mom!"
The man curled up, pressing against the wall, with a child-like panic on his mature face. He cried in despair, "Dad beats his mother to blood... Mom cries loudly... She keeps calling me... I'm so scared... I'm afraid that my mother will be beaten to death suddenly... I don't want to become a child without a mother..."
Shu Yanan squatted down beside Gong Yuan, hugged him in his arms, and hugged him tightly.
Miyagi sobbed in her arms, his chest twitched and he choked and said, "Is it because my father is not good enough that he will hit us..."
Shu Yanan suppressed the soreness in her heart and said softly: "Of course not.
Yuanyuan is very well-behaved and cute.”
"... They all hate me... In the past, my father ignored me, my mother was kind to me, but later even my mother ignored me... They never participated in school activities... There were only a bunch of uncles following me every day..." Miyagi hugged in Shu Yanan's arms, crying more and more sadly, and said while crying, "The paintings I drew won awards in the competition, and my mother didn't come here... The parents of classmates who were worse than me came, and they were all very happy and proud, praising their children... I was the only one who was alone... Mom and Dad didn't care about me, let alone praise me... No one liked me..."
Shu Yanan choked and hugged Miyayuan tightly, "How could it be? My sister likes Yuanyuan very much."
"Yuanyuan is really well-behaved, cute and likable."
Shu Yanan gently wiped his rolling tears, and his whole heart was so distressed that he tangled together, "Yuanyuan's parents are fools, they don't know how distressed Yuanyuan.
Yuanyuan, don’t blame yourself for their mistakes, okay?”
Shu Yanan pretended to be light and said, "Yuanyuan, I'll tell you a little secret."
"What's the secret?"
Miyagi sobbed and looked at her curiously.
"When you grow up, you have become very strong and brave. You are no longer afraid of anyone or anything, and no one can hurt you.
Be by your side, you also care about the people you love you.”
"Really?"
Miyagi asked with tears in his eyes, although hesitated, his eyes were filled with hope and yearning.
"real."
Shu Yanan smiled and nodded, "Because, you have grown up."
Moreover, when you grow up, you are the one that my sister wants to marry.”
"I've grown up?"
Miyagi's face was full of confusion.
"Yes, Yuanyuan, you have grown up."
Shu Yanan stroked his head, "So, don't be afraid anymore, come out bravely from the shadow of the past and welcome the grown-up you, okay?"
"I've grown up..." Gong Yuan muttered to himself, his eyes filled with shock and suspicion, as well as expectations and yearning.
He seemed to be trapped in his own world, murmured, "I have grown up, I have become a very strong and brave person... The person around me who cares about me and loves me... I can still marry my sister..."
In the dark world, the chaotic space gradually became clear...
The young child was curled up in the closed wardrobe, dark everywhere, only his eyes emitting a glimmer of light, he muttered to himself, "I've grown up..."
The door of the wardrobe was opened, and large rays of light poured in, and the boy's tender face was revealed in the light.
An adult man with a very similar appearance to him appeared in front of him.
He smiled and stretched out his hand at him, "Yuanyuan..."
"Who are you?"
The little boy asked.
"I am you when I grow up."
He smiled and answered.
"I grew up?"
The little boy looked at him.
"Yuanyuan, come out, okay?"
He stretched out his hand and approached him.
"Are you strong and brave?"
Yuanyuan asked.
"……yes."
Miyagaki burst into laughter and said, "If you don't be a very strong and brave person, you will disappoint Yaya."
"You care about the people you love you?"
Miyagi nodded, his face filled with happiness, "Yaya loves me very much."
“Can you protect the people you want to protect?”
Miyagi said: "Mom is in poor health, so I sent her abroad for recuperation.
I will not let my dad hurt her anymore.
And my lover Yaya, I will marry her and protect her for the rest of my life.”
The boy looked at him for a long time, stretched out his hand, and put his small palm on his wide palm.
A proud smile appeared on his face, "I grew up, I am very awesome."
Miyagaki said: "Because Yuanyuan was very powerful when she was a child."
He held his little hand and pulled him out of the dark wardrobe.
The space suddenly changed, and the two stood on a green grass, the sun shining and the breeze caressed.
Yuanyuan took a deep breath, felt the sunshine bathing, and felt the fragrance of plants and trees.
Finally, I walked out of that small and dark world...
It turns out that everything is so beautiful.
Yuanyuan looked at Gongyuan, "When I grew up, can you satisfy my wish?"
Miyagi nodded.
“I like my sister very much.
I'll let my sister spend more than one more day with me, okay?"
...
Shu Yanan saw that Miyagi was sleeping in his arms and helped him onto the bed.
She lay down beside him.
Even if I know that there is bloody storm outside at this moment, I may wake up early tomorrow morning and the people who scold her will increase in a significant proportion.
However, she no longer wanted to care.
To be continued...