Chapter 39

After Gongyuan's condition stabilized, Secretary Chen transferred out the surveillance in the study.

As early as a few years ago, Miyagi installed cameras everywhere in the mansion where he lived to monitor their actions when other personalities suddenly appeared.

In the study, he sat in a large chair and checked something against the computer.

After a moment, he raised his head from the computer, his eyes suddenly became empty, and he sat blankly like a despair.

Secretary Chen felt sad.

He knew that during this period, the young master often had this phenomenon, and he would suddenly be stunned, and he would be exhausted, leaving only a walking corpse.

In the camera, he slowly came to his senses and dialed the inside phone on the desk.

Not long after, the servants brought several bottles of red wine and white wine as instructed.

Miyagi began to drink constantly.

He drank while muttering, recording through video, and couldn't hear clearly what he was talking about.

He drank more and more, stood up from his chair, and began to throw wine bottles...

He suddenly fell to the ground, rolling in pain, his hands pinched his neck, choking him hard, his face flushed and he was about to suffocate.

He turned over and let out a roar, "Shu Yanan is my woman! She is my woman!"

He lay on his back, laughing loudly, his smile crazy and wanton, "...I have already slept with him! Her ecstasy taste... You will never taste... You are a pitiful and humble parasite... How could she love you... She chose me... She was happy under me, pleased me, and served me..."

"I'm going to kill you!... Kill you!"

His eyes were flawed, and there was terrible madness in his eyes, and he wanted to crush everything in front of him.

He reached out his hand, touched a large piece of glass, and stabbed it on his wrist.

Miyagi gasped in pain, and the pierced hand tightly held the other one.

His expression was distorted and he played with himself.

His wrist was pulled a long bloody mouth, and blood gushed out and spread on the carpet...

His physical exhaustion and despair made him give up his struggle.

It’s good to die... and die together... there will be no more pain, no more nightmares, no more requests and no more...

The wound on his wrist was getting deeper and deeper, and there was hysterical madness on his face, terrible revenge, and despair of all thoughts... All kinds of expressions were constantly intertwined...

A bloody color spread in front of him. In a trance, he seemed to see those eyes...

It was a pair of beautiful eyes, full of concern and worry... When he was the most helpless, when he woke up from chaos, those eyes looked at him deeply, as if he wanted to see his lonely soul...

His dissipated mind suddenly condensed.

He grabbed his other hand hard, bit his white lips, and said hoarsely: "Can't die..."

"Coward, hahaha..." A mocking and sarcastic face.

"I'm not afraid of death... It's not bad to die together..." His pupils tightened and he held the hand firmly, "But I'm dead, and I can't see her again..."

Tears suddenly slid down, "We all... can't see her again... are you willing to die..."

The other hand loosened.

He lay on his back on the ground, the ruthlessness in his eyes faded away, and it condensed into an unspeakable tenderness and attachment, "No...I can't die...I want to protect Yaya... As long as she is here, I can't die..."

The cut wounds were blood more and more, his consciousness became blurred, and he eventually fainted on the ground...

Even though this was a video replay, Secretary Chen's back was already sweating in cold sweat and he didn't dare to let out his anger.

After watching it, Secretary Chen turned off the video and took a deep breath.

He buried his head and grabbed his head hard.

Shu Yanan, still that woman... He knew that the abnormality and depression of Gongyuan during this period were all because of her... He was in pain and overwhelmed, and other personalities would become strong...

If it weren't for other personalities to stop in time this time, I'm afraid that it would be too late to rescue...

If this continues, he will really ruin himself...

Shu Yanan just finished an endorsement event for a merchant. After stepping down, her assistant handed her cell phone and said, "I made several calls in a row, which is quite urgent."

Shu Yanan took it and saw that it was Secretary Chen.

She was slightly stunned and immediately called back.

"Hello, Secretary Chen."

She greeted him politely, "I was busy just now.

What's up?"

Secretary Chen asked: "Miss Shu, are you doing well recently?"

Shu Yanan responded lightly: "Yes."

She asked again, "Is he... okay?"

Secretary Chen was silent for a moment and said, "No, very bad... The young master is lying on the hospital bed now."

"What's wrong?

What happened?"

Shu Yanan was shocked and asked repeatedly.

She remembered that Miyagi attended a high-level meeting of the New Century a while ago.

The two did not meet, but she had seen his back.

His temperament is still so deserted and arrogant, with a tall figure surrounded by everyone, and is tall and outstanding, and is independent of the world.

She even felt a little dazed when she looked at him for a while...

"Would you like to visit him?"

Secretary Chen asked.

Shu Yanan pondered for a moment and responded affirmatively, "I do."

That night, Shu Yanan emptied the schedule and met with Secretary Chen.

Secretary Chen saw Shu Yanan and his eyes stayed for three seconds, and smiled and said, "Miss Shu is getting more and more beautiful, so glorious."

He was praising her, but Shu Yanan didn't hear the pleasure, but instead had an indescribable meaning.

She also found that his name for her changed from the more friendly Xiao Shu to the more polite Miss Shu.

Secretary Chen looked at Shu Yanan's bright and beautiful appearance, and thought of Gongyuan who was dying on the hospital bed, who was pale and thin, and felt very uncomfortable.

Gongyuan, who is strong outside and has a hard time at the same time, was defeated in this emotional entanglement.

This woman is free and easy, unscathed.

After getting on the bus, Shu Yanan asked again: "What's wrong with Gongyuan?

What happened?"

Secretary Chen sighed and said, "Since the last time I left the film and television city, the young master has worked day and night and has hardly had much rest.

I drink heavily when I am empty and my mental state is very depressed.

I know he misses you very much. During the time he was separated from you, he lived a very painful and depressing life... but he kept forcing himself to never mention your name."

Shu Yanan held each other in his hands.

"That night, he locked himself in the study and drank, but something happened... The Beng was so nervous that he was overwhelmed, and other personalities wanted to take the opportunity to dominate this body.

He fought fiercely with them, even slit his wrist and traumatized himself.

Fortunately, the housekeeper discovered it in time, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable..."

Shu Yanan was speechless, his heart was tightly clutched.

"The young master has been lying on the hospital bed for a week.

Still, he doesn't eat or drink, and only relies on injecting drugs to maintain his life energy..." Secretary Chen sighed sadly and said, "Miss Shu, the young master is in a bad condition. If you want to see him, please take care of his emotions.

No matter what he says, I hope you don’t have an attack and don’t make it worse for his condition.”

"I'm sorry..." After a while, Shu Yanan finally spoke softly.

"This is the young master's own problem, you don't need to be sorry."

Secretary Chen said lightly, "Just you said, you are not obliged to be responsible for everything he has."

"I..." Shu Yanan's throat choked, "I have something wrong. I know that he is in a bad mood, why can't I be more patient and more tolerant..."

The two came to the Gong family mansion, and Secretary Chen took the lead in taking her to the monitoring room and said, "You can see what happened that night."

When the figure of Miyagi appeared on the screen, Shu Yanan's heart trembled.

The man in the picture is dull, lost intent, crazy and drunk. He suddenly attacks himself, and his expression is distorted...

I'm not afraid of death... It's not bad to die together...
To be continued...