"You Uncle Luo was also injured before you became a second-level non-commissioned officer. The one who was injured was his legs and had steel plates. He could not pass the assessment and could not keep the troops. I used my relationship to keep him. Later, he went to the battlefield in southern Xinjiang. His old injuries relapsed. In order to cover his comrades' retreat, he stayed and died with the enemy..."

The commander's lips squirmed, his desolate words spoke, and his face was indescribable.

In a simple sentence, Xu Yan understood everything and understood why the commander refused to help, because the same thing had happened to him and ended in a tragedy.

"I have thought countless times over the years that if I hadn't been determined to stay and let him stay who was no longer suitable for staying, he would not have died, and I would not have had a quarrel with your father."

With a bitter smile, the commander said his own blaming words, and his eyes were wet. The past for more than 20 years has been buried in his heart. Now, in front of Xu Yan, Xu Yan said something similar when he encountered something similar, and finally found a vent.

"It's because of this that you broke off contact with my dad?" Xu Yan said in confusion.

"Isn't this enough?" the commander asked back, and drank another glass of wine. The wine stains on his lips remained. He ignored it and said in a stern voice: "I killed your Uncle Luo. Although your father didn't say it, I knew he must be blamed in his heart. He hid from me and even left the army because of this!"

"Wait!" Xu Yan suddenly interrupted him. What the commander said was somewhat different from what he knew.

"As far as I know, it was my father who felt that he had not taken good care of Uncle Luo and asked him to sacrifice himself to protect everyone. He felt ashamed of your entrustment and felt that he had no face to see you, so he would hide from you."

"Shame me? I dare not see me? Then why did he leave the army?" the commander asked in confusion.

"Because of me!" Xu Yan pointed to his nose and said, "You shouldn't know? Before me, I had three brothers. I always died for one reason or another. When my mother was pregnant with me, my father was afraid that I would die too, so he transferred from the army to take care of my mother and me."

The commander was dumbfounded. He naturally knew this statement. But he thought it was an excuse for promise at the time, but he didn't expect it to be true. The truth was so simple.

"Is this true? It's that simple?" the commander said uncertainly. The truth was too simple, which made him unable to accept for the moment.

"Of course it's true. Do you think the reason is so complicated?" Xu Yan said with a rolling eyelids.

"I thought he was blaming me and betraying your Uncle Luo, so he deliberately avoided me, and that's why..."

"How is this possible? He left the army because of his family. How could he blame you for hiding you? And even if he hides from you, he is definitely not blame, but guilt, and dare not see you."

"Wrong, all are wrong!"

The commander cried and laughed. He never thought that the knot that had been bothering him for many years was just a misunderstanding.

Xu Yan looked strange. Seeing his father and the commander like this before, he thought something big happened between them. Unexpectedly, it was just a small misunderstanding, and this misunderstanding is even more bloody than a bloody romance drama...

But he didn't know that this matter was so small that it could not be as small as it was. It would be better if he explained it clearly. However, he was guilty of killing his brothers for the commander and his father. If no one pointed it out, he might feel guilty for the rest of his life until he was brought into the coffin.

"Uncle Xi, you see that everything is going on, and you and my dad are just misunderstandings. Can you let the squad leader stay?" Xu Yan rubbed his hands and returned to the previous question.

After saying something, the commander suddenly felt itchy and blew his beard and glared: "As long as I say so much, you didn't listen to anything."

The commander said seriously: "Xu Yan, the same thing, I can ask your squad leader to stay, it only takes one sentence, but I won't do that."

"Your squad leader is a good soldier, there is no doubt that this is, but he is no longer suitable for joining the army, because if a war breaks out, his temperament will definitely be a copy of your Uncle Luo. I can't let the same tragedy happen to our uncle and nephew. That kind of guilt can crush a person."

The commander looked so serious that he saw Xu Yan want to say something, and then said, "You will say that you feel guilty now, but I can tell you very responsibly that that is different. At least your squad leader is still there now. Although your tendons are injured, it does not affect your life. Even after recovery, returning to his hometown can help his injuries and recover better, because he does not have to bear responsibility or pressure there."

Once again, he was clearly rejected by the commander. Although he knew that the commander was right and was for his good fortune with Sun Xin, Xu Yan felt bad when he thought that Sun Xin was injured and wanted to leave his beloved army. He picked up a glass of wine and drank it.

He was in a bad mood, and with one cup after another, Xu Yan quickly became drunk. When he finished drinking two bottles of wine, he fell on the table and was unconscious.

The commander was not much better, and he was very sad and excited. He was also drunk, but he was still a little awake, so he called the servant and said with his tongue: "It would be a violation of discipline to ask the driver to send him back to the army and spend the night outside."

The serviceman nodded and called the driver. The two of them carried Xu Yan together and brought him into the car.

"How much are you drinking? You're so drunk?" The driver said astonished when he saw Xu Yan huddling in the back seat of the car.

"He and the commander drank two bottles, but they hardly tried to get any food." The servant said.

"Drink a pound on an empty stomach, no wonder you're so drunk!" The driver nodded in a clear mind.

"The commander told him to be sent back and be careful on the way." The servant reminded him, and the driver nodded, got in and started the car, and rushed towards the wild wolf group.

...

Wild Wolf Group.

The commander's car drove outside the gate and, without any surprise, attracted the sentry's attention. Although it had been a long time since the last commander came, the sentry would never forget the license plate number in his life. Knowing that the commander appeared, he naturally did not dare to neglect and rushed forward and stood attentively saluted.

The car window slid down and the driver said, "Don't inform the regiment that the commander is not inside. The commander asked me to send a soldier back."

As the driver opened the rear seat, revealing Xu Yan, who was drunk and unconscious inside, took a look, and quickly opened the door and let it go.
Chapter completed!