Originally, I decided not to prevent theft yesterday because of all considerations and a helpless compromise, but overall I was feeling quite relaxed, probably like I had untied the rope.

But someone soon told me: Big, you are actually very popular in the literary theft industry.

I didn't quite understand the meaning of this sentence at that time. Is this a positive or a negative meaning?

Then she said that because many novels are pirated, mine is very popular because most people will download them to read them, so they are very popular.

I was in Sparta at that time because I always thought that I had written many typos in novels, and sometimes I was delayed and had bugs. No one should like to steal me.

She said, "It's not money, there's a plot, and you can continue to watch it, and because you basically don't ask for votes, you rarely ask for this or that, and you don't ask for anything. We all think you don't lack money, and it doesn't matter if you write a novel and get pirated.

As I watched, I felt at ease. As I watched, I went from Zuo Wei to farming.

I didn't know what to say at the time, just a few jokes, but I couldn't sleep when I was sleeping last night, so I cried a little.

Actually, I don’t know why I cry, maybe I think I did something wrong.

It is true that I must be a money-loving person. I have my own financial needs and I also long to gain both fame and fortune like others, but just like the kind of honest people who are taught by my parents - no matter how poor I cannot ask for help, I try not to bother others.

Yes, I don’t ask for it. Although the reason for being a little lazy is that I don’t want to put myself too low, and I don’t want to pretend to be pitiful. Actually, I’m not pitiful, it’s really far from your “white and rich beauty” who doesn’t have enough money to play and write for others to read for free or sell txt for free.

So, I should reveal what kind of person I am...at least I don't belong to a strong man who doesn't care about it.

I was born in a rural area, and the county was still a concentrated typhoon in the past. It was a poor county, and my village was still a poor village in the county. At that time, I only went to the county bookstore in the second year of junior high school, and I carried fifteen yuan on my body. The books in the store cost more than twenty yuan. Because I told my classmates how much money I had, it seemed that I couldn't afford it. When the staff heard it, they said - don't touch it if you don't buy it.

This sentence left a deep impression on me and I have never forgotten it yet.

Then I only had a cell phone when I was in my senior year of high school, and I didn’t know how to use it at that time. However, when I was studying, I came into contact with my peers. Some of them were poorer and had no idea, so I didn’t feel pain.

Later, when I went to Ningbo in college, I took the bus for the first time. My sister from the same village took me on it. I didn’t know that I had to pay two dollars for coins, and there was no bus card. When I was in the bus, I realized that I should start using facial cleanser at this age.

After graduation, I won’t talk about the difficulties in finding a job. My family definitely has no ability to help. Moreover, girls and their connections at home basically won’t be used on me. I tried to drag my suitcase to a city and came back that night with my suitcase.

However, it is also related to whether you are not good at work or not. There are many people like me, and there is nothing to complain about. After all, this is also a causal relationship.

Then let’s talk about the present, after all, the most important thing is now.

In fact, I think now is the time when I feel that I am the poorest, because I have grown up and know how important money is.

Last year, my mother accidentally blew a tooth, which was the front teeth. Yes, front teeth. As a woman, you should all understand it. My mother has persisted for half a year and has not repaired it. She insisted not to laugh in public. It looks awkward because it is too expensive to make an incisor, and it costs thousands of dollars.

Later, when relatives and children got married, she had to go to have a drink. Her aunt and uncle at home advised her to get one, otherwise it would be too much.

ps: When my mother was young, she was famously beautiful in several nearby villages.

She was very hesitant, and I couldn't stand it. I gave her money to force her to do her teeth. Otherwise, her teeth would still be leaking now, but she also chose the cheapest one and didn't dare to use too much force when eating.

There is also March and April of this year. There is a lot of tea here in our hometown, and I am lucky. The tea in the first season is very expensive, and the young and old in the village are very happy. My parents are so. Although they have to get up at around 4 o'clock in the morning and take an hour-long triple-wheeler to pick tea in the mountains, they may think it is not hard to make money, and it is useless to persuade me. But no one expected that the day after my mother picked tea, the house was stolen by a thief.

At that time, I was very worried that they were too sad, so I took 10,000 yuan to give it to them. My mother didn't want it and said: It's okay, it's probably fate.

But she later told me that she endured it because she believed in Buddhism and recited the sutra more silently, and there were gains and losses. But my father was in great pain. When he sent her to Chashan at around 5 o'clock the next day, he said: Why is it so hard to be a human being?

For those two days, my dad's face was decayed.

More than nine thousand, how much does he have to do to earn back?

My mother, with the mentality of losing more than 9,000 yuan at home in advance, wanted to pick tea from morning to evening to eat two dry bread and a bottle of water a day in a rainy and hot weather.

Every day of my efforts after that was to make up for the losses of more than 9,000. I think this kind of gain or loss is no less than a kind of spiritual torture - your efforts are always just to make up for the losses, not profits.

Or you can put your heart in mind.

In fact, I have been in the society for many years. I graduated in 2012 and wrote novels full-time in 2013. It has been five or six years since I worked. The previous few years have not had high income, and I have earned more than 100,000 yuan and saved more than 200,000 yuan I saved up. At that time, I left myself 3,000 yuan for the food expenses for the next month. I thought, if I spent so many years to help my family build a house, at least I would feel worthy of my daughter's filial piety.

Then I only started saving my own money last year because I was not young anymore and I was 27 years old.

Are these pitiful? Not pitiful. I don’t have any illness, I don’t have a husband or a child to raise, and I am still a single dog. I have never had a fate, I can’t meet someone I like and suitable for, and I never thought that my parents who are burdened would help me a little bit. I just thought that if I really want to die alone in the future, I can save a small house and live my own life by myself. So, don’t regard me as a person who wants nothing, I just... can’t let go.

Everyone laughs at the poor but not at the prostitute. I am always afraid that I will become the most philandering person, and I envy other people's achievements and income. I am changing little by little, and I am also maintaining my true intentions little by little, and at least I must get my own legal benefits without losing my morality. So, I am very moved by those who have been watching genuine editions. For those who have been watching pirated editions, I will thank you for your love for my books, but I hope you can try your best to read genuine editions and come to Qidian Girls' Network, because your subscription of 10 yuan per month can give me more comfort.

Basically, it is very likely that farming is the last book. When I first wrote it, I had already booked a farewell article on Girls' Network, because I was really tired of staying in place forever.
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