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Wen Jing heard this and said leisurely: "Perhaps... it is precisely because we have recovered from the infected... that is why we are like this..."

Han Dadong didn't understand. He frowned and said, "Is that so?"

Wen Jing shook her head: "I don't know...but when I face them, I always wonder...whether some of them are like us, who clearly resist the spirit and will, but are dominated by desire and body.

, so that when you rush over, facing the bullets, you can only endure the grief and despair and die silently?"

Han Dadong didn't have Wen Jing's delicate thoughts, but he understood what Wen Jing said.

Because he does feel that way.

but……

Han Dadong glanced at the gun on the ground and said, "But...if we don't shoot...how can we help them?"

Wen Jing asked: "Brother Dong, how did you get liberation in the first place?"

Han Dadong struggled to recall and fell into confusion. He wanted to grasp that feeling again, but it was always like trying to grab the girl's hair with his hands... There was a feeling, but he always caught it and let it go.

It slipped away quietly...

After repeating it several times, Han Dadong smiled bitterly and said: "I forgot..."

Wen Jing said in surprise: "Forgot?"

"Well... I don't know when I woke up... I just know that after I woke up, I felt that everything I did in the past was so disgusting... and unforgivable... so for a long time I was

I was hiding for fear of being discovered, and...I also thought about committing suicide, feeling that only by committing suicide could I be freed and atone for the mistakes I had made..."

Wen Jing nodded.

Han Dadong asked: "What about you, sister? You used to be an eater, right? That's what they call it... How did you return to normal?"

Wen Jing was deeply impressed by that transformation, but it was difficult for her to describe it in detail.

She was silent for a while and then replied: "I may be the same as you, Brother Dong...I don't remember much..."

"Ah? Hey...that's such a pity..." Han Dadong seemed quite curious.

Wen Jing added at this time: "Actually, I still remember some... I remember... I was... eating..."

When the word "eat" was mentioned, Wen Jing's expression showed obvious discomfort. She frowned and tried hard to restrain herself from spitting out.

"Are you okay?" Han Dadong is surprisingly patient and considerate towards girls.

Wen Jing smiled gratefully: "It's okay."

She calmed down and continued.

"It was a taste I had never tried before... At first... I was very resistant... But my will could not resist my desire... It felt like a person trying to chew after being extremely hungry.

The feeling of biting off everything... I also kept indulging my emotions and giving myself psychological hints... Just let it go... Give up... Stop struggling... Then I will..." Wen Jing said

I felt sick again.

This time Han Dadong directly patted her back to help her relax.

Wen Jing took a deep breath: "I enjoyed the process at first...but when I accidentally looked up...and saw that the child was still alive...he looked at me with a look of horror and despair...a feeling that I had never seen before...

The strong guilt I had felt suddenly penetrated my heart...I felt like...it was just like..."

Wen Jing couldn't speak any more.

But at this moment Han Dadong said: "Yes! I remember it too! It was this extremely strong sense of guilt! It was as if someone had set a fire in my heart when it was dark!... It was heartbreaking.

Feel……"

Wen Jing looked at Han Dadong in surprise. Apparently she didn't expect that the rough-looking Han Dadong would be more appropriate than what she described when describing such delicate psychological changes.

She grabbed Han Dadong's hand and said: "Yes! It's like a light shining into the darkness! It's like a fire burning in my heart! That feeling... I still remember it to this day!"

Han Dadong was also very excited. He touched his heart and said: "It's still warm here... It's because of this real feeling of being alive that I woke up."

Wen Jing also touched her heart.

Indeed, the beating heart and burning feeling are so clear.

Tang Xuanzhou, who intentionally or unintentionally overheard these conversations outside the door, pushed the door open and said, "Are you really getting better because of such abstract things?"

Han Dadong was startled, and now he consciously lowered his head when he saw Tang Xuanzhou.

Tang Xuanzhou didn't bother to look at him. Wen Jing stood up and said, "Well, this feeling is very clear and cannot be deceived."

"Well... I believe..." Tang Xuanzhou paused and then said: "Actually, when we brought you back, we planned to find out from you how you each returned to normal. After all, this kind of recovery might be able to save the entire shelter.

In the midst of fire and water... But my old man said there is no rush, and he will wait for you to get used to it... But after listening to what you said just now, I don't look forward to this extravagant hope anymore. "

Wen Jing asked in confusion: "Why?"

"For no reason, I just feel it's troublesome and pretentious... I'm still not sure what to do." Tang Xuanzhou spoke the truth.

Wen Jing also fell into distress when he heard the words.

yes……
Chapter completed!