Chapter 6 The Thunder Breaks, and the Cliff Overturns the Road(1/3)
This silence seemed to be dead, the whole world seemed to have become a ruin, only stars were staring alone.
"Okay..." I said in a hoarse voice, and then, I suddenly smirked. This kind of smile came inexplicably, and even I could not have imagined it. I had only seen this kind of heartless smile in TV series before. At that time, I only felt that the scene was too fake, but now I have completely realized this feeling. This is a feeling of inner collapse, a feeling that I am most reluctant to face, and that reality has long been expected by myself.
"Okay, Chen Xueqi. You are quite powerful. Dad has been raising you for 18 years." I was so angry that I calmed down, as if something was blocking my chest, temporarily blocking my anger, and then I said lightly:
"After National Day, you don't have to go to school anymore. I will tell your class teacher directly to let you transfer to school. That's it."
"Transfer? Dad... do you want me to transfer to school..." Hearing my words, Xueqi finally opened her eyes wide and looked at me in horror, her voice changing.
"Yes, otherwise what else will dad have? There is no way. If you continue like this, your studies will be affected sooner or later." I said coldly.
"Brother, why are you doing this? Qiqi is still young, and at this age, it is normal for her to make some mistakes. Don't scare her like this, be calm." Yuezi dissuaded me, but I didn't hear it at all. I just glared at Xueqi, and my chest was undulating, as if it was overturning the sea and the rivers were turning.
"It's because I used to sit still and watch Qiqi, which is how I am now? I used to be too calm, but now I don't want to calm down anymore!" I shook off Yuezi's arm, then took out my cell phone and dialed the phone from Xueqi's head teacher. Seeing me calling, Xueqi really knew that I was not just talking.
"Dad, why do you want me to transfer to school... Why do you want me to transfer to school..." Xueqi's eyes became redder and redder. Finally, tears fell from the corners of her eyes, "Why are you doing this... Why do I transfer to school... I was doing well in school, why do I transfer to school..." The more she said, Xueqi became more excited. Finally, she couldn't help but cry, wiped her hands and hands against her eyes, squatting on the ground and crying loudly.
"What do you say? What did you learn in school? Don't study well, go to love, shoot advertisements, lie to teachers, and lie to me. Do you still have to stay in such a school that doesn't teach well? I will never let you stay. This sentence is dead and there is no room for turnaround! I'll call now!"
I pinched my phone and said angrily.
Xueqi grabbed my hand excitedly and scared and begged me:
"Dad, don't call...Dad, don't call...I don't want to transfer schools...I won't go to commercials anymore...I...I won't go to meet Ma Bailong again...Mmmmmmm..."
"It's useless, don't say it, it's useless. Dad, my personality, you know, as a person, I either don't say anything, and do what I say! And if you don't go to see Ma Bailong, the short-lived seed, won't he come to you? I don't believe it, haha."
"Dad...you..." Xueqi looked at me with red eyes, and she became angry for a moment. In the end, Xueqi was willing to give up. She suddenly said in her bright voice:
"Dad, I, I'm not your personal belonging! Why do you care about me... Why do you care about me so much... I will manage myself well, study hard without affecting my studies..."
"Control yourself? Do you really know that you will sign a contract if you manage yourself? Do you really know that you will be kissed by the beast Ma Bailong? Don't say a word, I'll call you now, don't say a word, have you heard it??" I shook my head, looked at Xueqi coldly, and said sternly.
"Dad, you can take care of me once, but you can't take care of me for the rest of your life!" Xueqi suddenly shouted with tears in her eyes. Such loud words were like a sharp blade cut in my heart, and even I was a little shocked, "Dad, I know you like me very much... You have always spoiled me very much, keep me at home like a puppy, and don't want other boys to contact me... I know, actually, Dad, you can't hope that no man in the world except you will meet me in the last time. I know you
That's how I think! But that's impossible! I'm eighteen years old, maybe it's a little early to have boys I like, but when I was twenty-year-old? When I was twenty-four? When I was twenty-eight? When I was thirty-year-old? When I was forty? I always have boys I like, I always have to get married! You can care about me now, but you can't always care about me like this. Every time I transfer to school and transfer me, I keep locked up at home!"
"You can't care about you? Then what's wrong with me locking you up at home?" I gasped, "You are my daughter, not someone else's. You raised me. Every inch of your body is accumulated and shaped by my blood, sweat and money. I want to do whatever I want. If you don't have me, you will die long ago? Why can't I care about you? I said I won't lock you up at home, right? Okay, then you start to go to school tomorrow, so stay at home! I will raise you and support you for the rest of my life!"
After hearing my words, Xueqi really stayed there completely. For a long time, she looked at me with a look like she was looking at a stranger. Her eyes were full of shock. After standing for a while, Xueqi suddenly had her eyes red and she cried out in a scream:
"Dad, you pervert, crazy!"
Then she blushed, her face full of tears, and she cried and ran to the third floor as she circled the stairs. After a few dozen seconds, I heard a heavy sound of closing the door above my head.
Listening to the heavy sound of closing the door, I felt a door in my heart also been closed heavily.
"It's so fucking nothing... This damn girl, hey." I was so angry that I said authentically.
"Brother, please calm down. This is the first time I saw you so excited. I was scared by you. How could you treat Qiqi like this?" Yuezi patted my back and said with some resentment, "Qiqi has grown up. Some things, you should talk to her and reason with her. This will only make her afraid of you and have a shadow in her heart. To be honest, it is normal for boys and girls to have a good impression of each other. To be honest, if it were in our Japan, I wouldn't know how many high school students had already developed to the point of physical contact..."
"That's your Japan, we are different." My tone became a little heavier. Seeing Yuezi's brows unbrightened, I took a breath and said, "And Qiqi is even more different. Qiqi was locked up at home by me since she was a child. She has never come into contact with many outsiders, and even how can she contact relatives? She doesn't understand many social rules. She will suffer a loss sooner or later when she does this. I'm angry with this. You don't know that the daughters of several colleagues in my company are just playing with boys all day long and abandoning their studies, and even getting bigger!"
"I believe Qiqi is not like that. She is very smart. Although she is too kind and simple, she has such good grades and is much smarter than ordinary people. Although Qiqi doesn't seem to understand many things, she just hides them in her heart and doesn't say them out. In fact, Qiqi knows everything in her heart. This is Qiqi's smartest thing." Yuezi comforted me.
"That's not OK. Anyway, Qiqi is too young, I don't care what will happen in the future. At least I won't let her do this with other boys now. Sooner or later, I have to settle the score with him and let him see. What does he treat my daughter as?" I gritted my teeth and said authentically.
"Oh," Yuezi smiled helplessly, with a curl of his lips raised, and sighed, "Actually, brother, are you just jealous?"
When I was in confinement, I was like a thin needle, which pierced into my heart, causing me to tremble for no reason.
For a moment, I really felt like I woke up from a dream.
Are you jealous?
If you want to ask me if I'm jealous, the answer is actually very simple, so what if I have to say...
Xueqi is the girl I picked up for the loli cultivation plan since I was a child. She is the girl I have cultivated from childhood. I deliberately did not let her get in touch with the outside world. I deliberately locked her up at home. The original purpose was to make her obey me, become a woman who is only me, and shape her into the ideal woman in my mind...
She is mine.
She can even be said to be an artwork that I am willing to spend my whole life shaping. Such a work of art will be easily taken away and easily defiled by other men. Not to mention unwilling, I can even fight with that man.
"Ah? What are you talking nonsense? Confinement..." Confinement is so smart. She can always see my thoughts. Although she can help me most of the time, sometimes, I am quite powerless when facing confinement.
I am not a good person, never, I am a man with evil thoughts, dark side, and secrets that I don’t want to tell people. Because of this, I am afraid of a smart and delicate woman like confinement.
"Brother, there are some things I think you should know that you don't let me know, and I know too." Yuezi pursed her lips, spread her frown eyebrows slightly, and said in a light tone, "Brother, although you have a deep care for Qiqi, if you can't let it go, it may become a cage that imprisons her. Brother, you should think about it carefully."
Although the words of Confinement are not very pleasant to me, I know very well that Confinement is actually very realistic. She just hopes that I can clarify my thoughts. I actually know some things myself, but I just don’t want to admit them.
For example, I'm already old.
I'm already at the age to get married, and I'm no longer the young boy who was addicted to unrealistic fantasies.
"Oh, let's talk about it. I'm a little tired. Let's talk about it at half past five. There is still an hour left. I'll go up and rest for a while." I sighed softly, patted Yuezi's shoulder, and then looked at the james behind me with a little guilty smile. Zhang Muyi and Frexiu glanced at me. The three of them were silent and looked at me with a look of surprise. I apologized to them and said that they would laugh. James just smiled and didn't say much. After all, these are my family affairs, so they, like outsiders, don't say much.
In this way, I went up to the third floor and before entering my room, I looked at Xueqi's room. The door was locked. I leaned against the door and listened secretly. There were very light sobs inside. It seemed that Xueqi was still crying inside.
When I heard Xueqi's crying, I felt an indescribable feeling of discomfort in my heart, just like eating Coptis chinensis.
At this time, Confinement followed her. Seeing her, I didn’t know what to say for a moment.
"Brother, have you read that book...the completion degree?" Seeing me, Confinement asked straight to the point.
I was stunned, thought for a moment, and then smiled bitterly:
"Completion degree? Haha, it's all like this, I guess the completion degree has been reduced. No matter it, it doesn't matter."
The completion degree of the book is calculated based on Xueqi's happiness level. Now Xueqi and I have completely had a quarrel. Where can I say what completion degree is there? If there is, I would find it strange.
Despite this, under the reminder of confinement, I went into the room and found my book "Ordinary World" under the quilt. Seeing the completion on the cover, I suddenly felt a little cold.
It says:
Completeness: 1%
"It really fell off..." Yuezi's expression became heavy, and my originally manic heart sank to the bottom because of the sure number on the board of the bookcase.
"So many have dropped... Haha, it's really funny." I held "Ordinary World" in my hand, but suddenly I had the urge to tear the book. But I didn't do this after all, because I don't know if this book is broken, it will lead to the arrival of the end of the world.
"Brother, it seems that you have really hurt Qiqi's heart. Oh. It's really troublesome to continue like this." Yuezi said with a gloomy face. She turned her face and her eyes fell on my face. "Brother, I know your mood and know some of your thoughts. But if you continue like this, let alone Qiqi's mood, I'm afraid even Qiqi's life, as well as us, even bigger, the safety of people all over the world is difficult to protect. You should find a way to comfort Qiqi first and make her happier."
"Make her happier? Could it be that I agree that she is with that horse Bailong?" I clenched my teeth so hard that I chuckled.
Yuezi sighed lightly:
"Brother, if you want to make a choice now, do you want Qiqi to live a happy and safe life, or do you want her to be by your side and spend the remaining month in a state of depression?"
My heartstrings were tense when I said confinement, and I couldn't help but clench my fists.
What I said about Confinement is very, very real, but in fact, I have no choice.
From the moment the rules of this game show, I am destined to be the end.
Facing the question from Confinement, I was silent. It took me a long time before I looked at her and said softly:
"Mission...I'm sorry for you...but now that things involve Qiqi, I really can't calm down."
"Let's find a way together." Yuezi pursed her lips and said, "I think, brother, you still want to coax Qiqi to stabilize her and tell the truth. You just now, let alone Qiqi, even I was scared by you. Qiqi was raised by you, and in her heart you are the most important pillar. If you treat her like this, she will really feel that the sky has fallen. And now that this happens, brother, don't go to the company for the time being, take some time to keep a close eye on Qiqi, so that you can prevent her from getting too close to Ma Bailong and please Qiqi, right?"
"What you said makes sense in the confinement period. Every time I hear your analysis, my emotions are much calmer. It's great to have you here." I looked at the confinement period with some gratitude and chuckled.
Yuezi also looked at me with a smile, patted my back, and said:
"Okay, I figured it out, why don't you go and apologize to Qiqi?"
"Um……"
Under the instigation of Yuezi, I walked to Xueqi's room and knocked on Xueqi's door, but there was no response inside. I knocked for a while before Xueqi's angry voice came from inside:
"What are you doing..."
"Qiqi, dad is wrong. My confinement sister just now talked to my dad. Dad figured it out. Dad is indeed a bit selfish, too conservative, and treats you as a child. Dad thought about it. If you really want to shoot advertisements so much, I will support you this time. But if you want to promise me that if you go to shoot advertisements next time, you must discuss with my dad. And that Ma Bailong, if you really like him very much, and he is really a good student with both good character and good character, and he really likes you very much, I won't object to you too much, but you must agree to one condition, that is, whether you are shooting advertisements or being with Ma Bailong, it will definitely not affect your high school grades. And before graduating from high school, I will definitely not allow you to have more excessive relationships, do you know?"
I have tried my best to slow down my tone and say this. To be honest, if it weren't for the special situation, I wouldn't say this even if I died. However, now, I have no more choices, and this is the biggest concession I can make.
I leaned against Xueqi's door, held my breath, and listened quietly to the movement inside.
There was no movement inside.
"Qiqi, did you hear it?" Xueqi did not respond, so I raised my voice and asked again.
After a while, there was finally movement in the room. I took a step back and the door of the room opened. Xueqi, who was not very neatly dressed in a white autumn shirt, stood at the door of the room with black hair. I saw Xueqi's beautiful big eyes were red and swollen. It was obvious that she had been crying inside for a long time.
"Dad...you really... don't object...Is I shooting an advertisement?" Xueqi looked at me with a dazed look and asked. "Are you...irre you angry with me?"
I relieved and smiled:
"I have always been angry and go quickly. Now I don't object, but Qiqi, listen well, you are not allowed to do anything stupid. You must discuss this with me in the future, otherwise I will still be too angry, dad, do you know?"
"Well... I get it... Dad..." Xueqi grabbed the door handle with one hand, and turned it up and down habitually, her eyes looking at me and the ground.
"Okay, think about it first in the room. Dad will accompany you to shoot an advertisement tomorrow." I said with a reluctant smile. Looking at Xueqi's dodging eyes, I still felt that the atmosphere was not very natural. At this moment, a ding dong sound suddenly sounded in Xueqi's room, which was the sound of Xueqi's cell phone.
My eyes were immediately attracted by the sound. I looked along the sound and saw the phone on Xueqi's bed showing that she received the WeChat message.
"Is it Ma Bailong's?" I frowned, looked at Xueqi and asked.
"No...I don't know..." Xueqi didn't dare to look at me and shook her head.
I frowned, walked around Xueqi, walked to the bedside, picked up my cell phone, looked at it, but found that the sender of WeChat was Xu Bin.
Xu Bin?
To be continued...