Chapter 2 Self-deception and virtual personality(1/2)
Lin Yayue was shocked, but this time I was overlord. Whether she resisted or not, I planned to kiss her to the end. Soon, I felt that my lips were surrounded by a soft and moist feeling. Of course, this was Lin Yayue's lips. I stuffed my tongue into her tongue cavity hard, and then enjoyed a wandering and asking for it like a snake.
Lin Yayue let out a moan, as if she wanted to push me away, but I hugged her tightly and kissed her frantically regardless of her resistance.
It lasted for a few minutes before I finished the kiss with Lin Yayue. I felt my tongue become extremely numb and I almost vomited.
Lin Yayue rubbed the crystal fluid on her lips, squinted her eyes and looked at me with a smile:
"You have a good kissing skill. I want to attack me with the boss? Unfortunately, you have seen it too. I won't take this set. Xiao Shiyilang."
"No," I also smiled and wiped the saliva from my mouth, "I'm not a bully. I want to kiss you for a long time, because I've fallen in love with you for a long time, Lin Yayue, do you know? I've wanted to confess to you. In the past ten days, every time I'm confused and frustrated, you've been by my side, encouraging me again and again, comforting me again and again, and giving me comfort, I've been fascinated by you long ago. Do you know?"
Lin Yayue laughed:
"That's just me trying to use you to attack others. Are you still serious?"
"That's okay," I smiled, "because I didn't plan to date you at the beginning. I just wanted to date Lin Yayue, who was fictional in my mind, who was gentle and gentle with me. You are just a tool for me to deceive myself. Thank you for giving me a day to realize my wish."
Lin Yayue's face finally changed a little, but soon she smiled again:
"I'm sorry. What I showed you before is not my true character. I am essentially a crazy woman, much more crazy than you think. Hahaha."
"It's okay, love can change a woman, I believe that." I said seriously.
Lin Yayue put her hands behind her back and said:
"You won't want to tell me this for a little more than a day, right? These useless things can't move me. If you want to use climbing trees as an analogy, Xiao Shiyilang, you have just met the roots of the tree just now, and it's still 108,000 miles away from the canopy. Next, where do you want to take me? Amusement park, cinema, aquarium, haunted house, pedestrian street, or zoo, video game city? Choose a location right away."
I looked at Lin Yayue and asked:
"Where do you want to go?"
Lin Yayue smiled:
"Where do I want to go? I don't want to go anywhere. I just want to wait for the day when the deadline comes, and see you take sleeping pills, and then I can go to see my master."
"Okay, then we won't go anywhere." I said, and then I found a piece of land, sat down, and looked at Lin Yayue quietly. "I'm just sitting here, looking at you, and I'm satisfied."
Lin Yayue looked at me with some disbelief and said:
"You're not crazy, Xiao Shiyilang? For the remaining day, don't you hurry up and guide me, do you want to sit here and wait for death?"
"But don't you want to go anywhere? I don't want to distort your thoughts. I will accompany you wherever you want to go." I said calmly, "If you don't want to go anywhere, then we won't go anywhere."
Lin Yayue breathed a sigh of discouragement, she held her forehead and said:
"Okay, okay, I really lost to you. Do you want to retreat to advance? Okay, then I'll send you a city first and go to the nearby New Magazine-themed cafe to have a half-buffet coffee. I'm just a little thirsty."
"Okay," I nodded and stood up, "then go to the New Magazine Theme Cafe."
The date between Lin Yayue and I was simply a confrontation between the two armies. This is not only a transmission of affection, but also a confrontation of brain power. Lin Yayue is a romance novelist and a love expert, but I am the one who wants to attack her. This position is destined to be against me, and I have to constantly attack her in various ways. It is like a game of chess between us. If I go further, she will take a step back, and if she will take a step back, I will take a step back.
Love is like a battlefield, this is what it means.
I came to the new magazine theme cafe. Because Lin Yayue was in the black dragon state, the city was very erratic, which left no one near the central area of Nanjing. When we entered the cafe, there was a mess inside. The coffee cups and magazines in the cafe all fell to the ground in a row, and the ground was covered with water stains of coffee liquid. I took two cups of the best Blue Mountain coffee from the coffee machine, and handed them to Lin Yayue. Lin Yayue was crossing her legs, holding a fashion magazine in her hand, and flipping through it carefully. When she picked up my coffee, she just said thanks softly, and then focused her eyes on the magazine again and looked at herself.
And I didn't say anything, just watched her quietly while drinking coffee.
The soft and warm sunlight shone in from the window of the cafe, shining on the coffee table between us, illuminating a large area of bright spots on the tabletop. I was siping coffee in small sips.
Clouds passed by in the sky, and the wall clocks and hands in the cafe were rotating one by one. I was not in a hurry, just drinking coffee and watching Lin Yayue quietly until she finished reading a magazine... and then picked up the second magazine. Obviously, she took the initiative to propose that the purpose of coming to the cafe was to read the magazine, thus delaying time.
But I could delay time more than her. I simply looked at her like this, not doing anything else, just looked at her quietly, looking at her eyebrows, bridge of nose, tip of nose, lip beads, eyelids, bangs, ears, collarbone... from top to bottom, from bottom to top, looking at her over and over again.
It was not until I finished browsing the fifth magazine that when the night outside began to become hazy and the light inside the house became dim, Lin Yayue raised her head and looked at me strangely:
"I really plan to just keep looking at me and not do anything? I've given you a chance."
I just smiled, said nothing, and still looked at Lin Yayue quietly.
Lin Yayue put down the magazine, and looked at me quietly with her hands and her chin on her back, saying:
"I'm surprised, what do I have to look good about?"
"You look good in everything." I said with a smile, "You are so beautiful. The lips are like cherries. And the eyebrows are faint, like a cirrus cloud, especially the bridge of the nose. I have looked at it many times, just like the ridge of Meili Snow Mountain."
Lin Yayue laughed in silence:
"Have you ever been to Meili Snow Mountain?"
I shook my head:
"I haven't been there, but I think Meili Snow Mountain is definitely not as beautiful as your nose."
Lin Yayue sighed lightly and said:
"The mouth is quite sweet. But do you know that for a famous novelist, your description is just scratching the surface. I really don't feel anything."
"But all I said were my thoughts and heartfelt words." I smiled and said, "You are so beautiful that you can't even see them."
Lin Yayue turned her face slightly, didn't look at me, and said:
"You are wasting your time, Xiao Shiyilang. What exactly do you want to do?"
"I don't want anything," I said with a smile. "I didn't want to save the world from the beginning. I just wanted to date you."
When I said this, I didn't hide anything in my heart. Because this is the truest thought in my heart. From the beginning, I didn't expect to guide Lin Yayue to succeed and propose a date. It was just to buy some time for the citizens of Nanjing to escape. As for whether I could guide Lin Yayue in the end, I have completely given it to fate and a flash of inspiration in my mind that I don't know when.
Lin Yayue seemed a little bored with my boring answer.
"So that's the plan? That's really boring. I thought you could have a more clever plan, but it seems I'm going to be disappointed."
I smiled but didn't answer.
At this time, as the sky gradually dimmed, and the power grid in the city had been interrupted due to the previous destruction of Lin Yayue, the cafe became dark.
Lin Yayue stretched and said:
"The power is off, don't you want to stay here?"
I smiled and said:
"If you don't want to leave, I'll be here to accompany you."
Lin Yayue smiled slightly:
"Although I'm black, it's not interesting to stay in this dark place. Just walk around."
In this way, Lin Yayue and I left the cafe. The street outside was empty and dark. There were neither street lights nor indoor lights or neon lights or landscape lights. It was completely different from the festive and brilliant night view of the city when we had dated several times. This time the city was silent like death.
The squeaking night wind blew towards me, and I felt my cheeks cold. I didn't know what Lin Yayue felt, but seeing her confident look, she seemed to be looking forward to something else. When she walked to the window of a sports goods store, Lin Yayue saw a ball stick that fell to the ground. Then she suddenly laughed like crazy, then swung the ball stick and smashed the door of the store. While smashing it, she laughed wildly:
"Happy! So happy! I have long imagined how many times I would have imagined that if there were no humans on the earth, I would have vented myself alone! Haha!"
Lin Yayue laughed wildly and vented willfully, constantly smashing everything she saw in her sight with the ball stick in her hand. The Cadillac's headlights and windows on the roadside, the glass doors and windows of all clothing stores along the street, and the plaques and mascots outside the beauty shop were all smashed by her. At this moment, Lin Yayue had no ladylike demeanor at all. She was completely a crazy female lunatic, perverted, and lunatic.
While kicking the trash can on the roadside, she scared away the stray dogs on the roadside, hummed the tune, and then wrapped the skirt of the wedding dress around her waist like a towel to facilitate her to walk and run. Because the scattered hair when she was crazy would mess up her long hair, she also divided her long hair into two sides and tied two long ponytails. When she ran and smashed, her two ponytails swayed up and down with her running.
She was completely unreasonable and was in a state of extreme excitement, as if it were non-human. The green and scattered sewage wet her long tail, but she didn't care at all. In the process of venting wildly, her poetry was constantly arising.
"Ah... the city's ** is ironed in the cage of the night, and the green is still thick. There are white doves rippling on this calm roof... It throbbed and shining through the pine forests and mosquito bushes. The fair night fire is there made of starlight. The sky, the sky is always starting again! What a good reward, after a deep thought, we will finally be able to look out for the tranquility of the gods!"
"I'm sour when I'm sour when I'm sour when I'm sour when I'm sour when I'm sore! I'm so immemorial to me, and I'm so happy when I'm so happy when I'm so happy when I'm so happy, I'm so happy when I'm so happy when I'm so happy, she laughed excitedly and madly. Until she was covered in sweat, she turned her face and looked at me with a look of sight and smiled:
"Did you see it? This is my nature. I am just a crazy woman. I like killing, destruction, catharsis, and excitement. Do you still like me now?! Hoho hoho hahaha!"
I looked at Lin Yayue's face quietly and said:
"I like it. I like it even more. Actually, I like madman the most." After saying that, I also picked up a stick from the ground and vented wildly with Lin Yayue. While venting, I also sang songs I made up randomly:
"Ants and flying insects arrived in the name of time... The waves silenced us... She was crying, I was singing... In the air of memory, the first night dripping... It was blood, and she was almost unable to keep it in her hands... The girl's chastity... It was the magic of the candy in the rain..."
While singing, I also smashed and stabbed the car doors, windows, and clothing store windows on the roadside, smashed, crushed, and destroyed all the seemingly exquisite, gorgeous and orderly items.
"Little mouse, do you want to see your sister's mum? Come to my brother~~Hi hehehehehe!" Lin Yayue was like a drunken drunk man and was crazily destroying the pedestrian street. She seemed to have been enduring for many years in the human state. At this moment, she was completely released. From the east road of the street to the west road, we both smashed almost everything we could. Finally, we squatted in the corner of the street, gasping and looking at each other.
"Boy, is it so fierce, can you stay with me for so long?"
"Are you crazy and tired after so long?" I smiled and shook the stick in my hand.
"Do you dare to go to the bar with me to have a drink?" Lin Yayue squatted on the ground, her legs spread out, her eyes bright, and she smiled with her chin, "If you are not drunk, I will accompany you to bed. When you are drunk, the time to sleep will be deducted from the rest of the time. Do you dare?"
"Why don't you dare?" I threw the stick in my hand casually, clapped my hands and said, "Drink it."
Lin Yayue put her hands on her hips, laughed and said:
"Okay, OK! Get ready! Go!"
Next, Lin Yayue and I robbed a hotel. We collected all the wines we could find on the bar, such as vodka, brandy, cognac, rum, and all the foreign wines with enough degrees were arranged like a formation of arhats. Then, I would accompany her to drink whatever Lin Yayue drank, and see who would drink first. According to her, if she would fall down first, then she would accompany me to bed and go crazy all night. If I fell down first, then if I lay down for more than one day, then all the rest of the date time was deducted. This bet was simple and straightforward. But obviously, I would have a huge loss when betting against the non-human Lin Yayue.
Actually, I don’t have a lot to do with my alcohol content. However, when I was with Agni, Xiaokui and Yumier, I knew a little bit about my own alcohol content. I don’t know what my alcohol capacity is, but I should still be able to pass. Especially when I was with Xiaokui, I didn’t know how much I ate or how much I drank at that time.
As a result, during the tragedy, although I did not underestimate Lin Yayue's alcohol tolerance, I underestimated my own alcohol tolerance. After drinking countless pounds of alcohol, I not only did not drink both of us, but instead drank our stomachs. Lin Yayue and I watched each other's stomachs become swelling into yurts, vomiting while burping, and looking helpless.
Lin Yayue and I both pointed at each other's stomach and laughed. Although we didn't drink, we both became extremely excited because of the effect of alcohol. The logic, rationality and reason in our brains completely collapsed, and we really reached the point where we could do everything. Without the constraints of laws, social rules, and worldly affairs, we both became completely free people and were doing the craziest things. That night, I didn't know how many stores I smashed with Lin Yayue and ran many streets. We also ate bibimbap made from the ashes of the dead citizens on the roadside, played hearse flowing, discoding on the grave, and surfing on the coffin board. Finally, we stopped until the hearse hit a tree. We fell asleep together.
When I woke up the next day, it was already scorching sun. When I woke up, I felt sore all over, my arms and legs were not strong enough, and my body was full of vomit. Even my pants were worn backwards, but Lin Yayue in the seat next to me disappeared.
I was startled and thought that Lin Yayue and Ajini died because of the successful strategy. I hurriedly jumped out of the car to find her. Finally, I looked up and saw that she was sitting on a stone outside the car and blew the wind. Her hair was spreading in the wind. She wore a black sun hat on her head and a cup of milk tea in her hand. She was sucking carefully. When she saw me get off the car, she said in admiration:
"I thought you would sleep until everything was over, but I didn't expect that I would wake up at noon. You have nine hours left, tell me, what else can you use to guide me?"
I looked at Lin Yayue's quiet face and felt a dizzy moment, and I couldn't help but vomit again.
I finally recovered and my body was still very weak. It seemed that I was a little over-expendable yesterday. I couldn't even remember what happened after I got drunk last night. It was like I had lost my memory for the second time.
To be continued...