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Chapter Ten Sing and weep, I only wish to love Nanshan Longevity(2/3)

"Mr. Yang..."

"James, tell me about Master Lanyue, the more the better. I don't want to be kept in the dark like an idiot."

"I'm sorry... Mr. Yang. I should have told you about this earlier." James said with some regret, "Actually... I asked Master Lan Yue to send you this letter. I know that Miss Xueqi is very important to Mr. Yang, so I entrusted Master Lan Yue to send her abroad to protect her in the name of studying abroad. I think you will feel at ease... If this confuses you, I really sorry. But there is only so much I can entrust Master Lan Yue to do." James said with a look of guilt on his face.

I frowned and looked at James: "Is this your help to Master Lan Yue? Then what happened to Xueqi after that has nothing to do with you?"

"You mean Miss Xueqi encountered a kidnapper and failed the exam?"

"Yes. Didn't these be arranged by you?"

"Mr. Yang," James sighed, "Although Master Lan Yue can do many things, he is not God. He cannot predict everything, nor can he do anything. Just like Miss Xueqi failed the exam, I am very sorry for such things, but it is unpredictable. If you blame me and Master Lan Yue for this, I can only bear it. However, I want to say, Mr. Yang, even if you are disappointed with me and Master Lan Yue, don't doubt us. I... really want to help you."

I looked at James quietly, looking at his blue eyes. What I saw from his eyes was sincerity, and I really couldn't see the viciousness and viciousness that I had seen in the eyes of the kidnappers.

"But, Blue Moon can even get rid of the Ma family, he can use bombers, what else can't be done? Who is he?"

Hearing my question, James laughed again.

"Mr. Yang, I'm afraid it's hard for me to give you a satisfactory answer about Blue Moon. First, I can't reveal it to you. Second, even myself don't know much, because I'm just a small clerk under him. If it weren't for your business, maybe I wouldn't have the chance to attract Blue Moon's attention."

I frowned and said:

"Then tell me what kind of person Blue Moon is? Why does he have such strong abilities? His ability is simply impossible for one person to do. He can interfere in the politics of other countries."

james smiled gently:

"Mr. Yang, do you really think Blue Moon is alone?"

I was stunned and asked:

"What's the meaning?"

"Just literally, Blue Moon is not a person. Mr. Yang, you must remember it firmly." James repeated this sentence, as if he was afraid that I would not remember it. "Blue Moon is a person, a group of people, and a group, a title, a symbol, and a belief."

I was starting to feel a little confused and said in confusion:

"What's the meaning?"

James smiled, lowered his head, and continued to play chess with Freshu while saying to me:

"There is a church called the Presbyterian Church of God. I can't say too much about the specific content, because I am not very clear about it myself. There are eighteen elders in the Presbyterian Church of God, one of whom is called Blue Moon? Head is the president of the Presbyterian Church of God and the great elder."

“Presbyterian Church of God?”

"Yes. God's Presbyterian Church." James said, "This is a very mysterious but interesting organization. The seventeen elders in God's Presbyterian Church all said that they had been God and were the reincarnation of God. Of course, this is just their own statement. I don't know whether it is true or not. And Mr. Yang, the person who spoke to you, is the president and elder of God's Presbyterian Church - Blue Moon? Head."

"Blue Moon? Head?"

"Yes. Of course, this may be just a code name." James said, "Some people say, Blue Moon? Master Head has saved this world seven times, and he has...becomed God seven times. Of course, this may be just a flatterer from those who respect the master. I don't know whether it is true or false."

My heart began to rise and fall. Become a God seven times? What does it mean? Has Master Lanyue been involved in the God game before? Or is it really just an exaggeration to say about Master Lanyue's moral breed?

"What does this church do?" I asked in a low voice.

"Do research." James said concisely.

"Study? What to study?"

"Study God, and wisdom," said James. "The God Presbyterian Church studied this. They believed in wisdom, worshipped wisdom, studied wisdom, and studied the intellectual limits of people and the universe. The seventeen elders and president of the God Presbyterian Church were all people who stood at the peak of human intelligence. They were the smartest and wisest people in the world, because no one in the world is more wise than those who studied wisdom."

"Even... they can't be considered human anymore," James added, "at least from my point of view."

"What does it mean, can they be aliens?"

james smiled: "I didn't say that either. But after all, I haven't even met Master Blue Moon and the Elders of God's Presbyterians once, so it's hard to say what they are like. But I always feel that they are too smart. I heard that God's Presbyterians came about like this: One day, the members of the Presbyterians of God accidentally gathered together, and one of them suggested: 'This world is really boring, why don't we play God with this world as a game?' So since then, God's Presbyterians became a behind-the-scenes organization that can control the direction of the world. Of course, this is just hearing. But after hearing this legend, Mr. Yang, you should know that God's Presbyterians and Blue Moon have a huge energy, and they can indeed do a lot of things that ordinary people can't do."

Speaking of this, james came to an abrupt end. He didn't continue talking, just smiled at me and said:

"No matter what, Mr. Yang, I hope you can forget what I just said and pretend that I haven't heard anything. I think you should also think that what I just said is more nonsense, right?"

I looked at James seriously, but didn't see anything more from his eyes. I also wanted to ask James more questions, but he just shook his head and said there was nothing to tell me, so I had to give up.

"Actually... I only know so much. If you want to know more, I can't tell you, Mr. Yang." Jaems smiled.

"Then I'll ask the last question." I calmed down and asked, "Does the Yuezi know about the Blue Moon?"

James was slightly stunned and said:

"I know a little, but I can't compare to you, Mr. Yang. I don't want her to know too much."

I nodded, patted James on the shoulder, and gave him an admiring look:

"Let's do this first. If you are injured, take a break early. I'll go back and rest first."

James asked about Xueqi's situation. I told him that Xueqi was relieved after he was relieved. Before walking out of James' room, I saw Fresey and James' chessboard. On the chessboard, the chess pieces on the side of James were almost eaten without a single one left.

After leaving James' room, I wanted to go to the confinement area to sit, but she was taking a shower, so I greeted me for a while and returned to my bedroom and closed the door.

I smiled and walked to Xueqi with the admission notice and said:

"I asked about confinement and james, and the admission letter was true. Qiqi, if you really insist, your father would support you in the United States very much... You can also go with Ma Bailong."

I know that in fact, no matter how Xueqi's final grades are, she can be admitted because it is a reservation.

Compared to being by my wandering side and Master Lanyue, Xueqi can get the best protection.

Sixteen years have passed.

We have been walking all the way through many ups and downs.

But in the end, it was finally time to part.

A voice in my heart told me that I finally saved Xueqi and the emotional dispute between me and her finally found a way to calm it. Isn’t this the best situation for me? I can finally return to the past with Xueqi. Xueqi doesn’t go anywhere, right at home, by my side.

But reason is telling me that I can't do this. I have put Xueqi in crisis twice. The facts have proved that I have no ability to protect Xueqi at all. Beside me, Xueqi will only encounter dangers constantly. I can only send her away and let her go to a safe place far away from me. That is the best ending.

Two completely opposite voices quarreled in my mind, each voice was so correct, and my heart was shaken. I... couldn't make a choice at all.

All I can do is procrastinate. Procrastinate as much as possible. Before that final farewell moment arrives, enjoy this precious time like a sunset.

Xueqi looked at me in disbelief, her fingers slashing on the quilt:

"But Dad... I don't want to go... Dad, I've figured it out a little over the past few days. I think I've done something wrong before... I used to think about myself, but I never thought about what you would think... When I didn't know, Dad, you've been doing a lot of dangerous things alone, right? Although you definitely won't tell me... But I can feel it..."

"But, don't you like Ma Bailong? Didn't you... make an appointment with him to take the exam to go to the United States?" I looked at Xueqi, took a deep breath, and asked.

Xueqi bit her lips and her face was very heavy. She seemed to be having a very complicated ideological struggle. I know that Xueqi really likes Ma Bailong, the kind of love she likes her real lover. Even if she was captured by the kidnapper this time because of Ma Bailong, she did not blame Ma Bailong too much.

"But...what if I go to the United States, what will you do, Dad?" Xueqi looked at me with a complicated expression.

"What should I do?" I couldn't help but laugh, "What should I do? Are you a child or I a child? Could it be that if you go to the United States, your father can't take care of yourself? Qiqi, have you done something by those kidnappers? I feel that your personality has changed a little."

Xueqi lowered her head, and her black bangs covered her forehead. I could only see her eyes, but not her eyebrows. Xueqi said with a little red cheek:

"No... the kidnappers really didn't do anything to me... I checked my body... I just cut my hair..." Speaking of this, Xue Qi paused, then raised her head slightly and looked at my eyes, and whispered, "It's... Dad, when you rushed in to save me today... I found that Dad, you are really hardworking, you are really good to me... I'm so good to me... OK, it's a bit... too much. It's like your life is not important..."

Xueqi's words seemed to inject a hot spring into my heart. For a moment, I suddenly felt that my whole world was bright for a moment. After two days of hard work and hard work, I struggled several times on the edge of life and death. I was already injured all over and my mental state was extremely depressed. However, when Xueqi said this, I suddenly felt that my hard work was rewarded. Although everything I did made me bruised and covered in scars, it was worth it... I felt that my eyes were wet, tears were about to fall down like a lantern hanging, and a burst of soreness came from the tip of my nose. I took a breath to calm down.

I touched Xueqi's head and couldn't help but smile:

"Silly girl, what's wrong with this? No matter what, I'm your father. I've raised you for more than ten years. Could it be that I'll leave you behind halfway?"

I gently patted Xueqi's back, and Xueqi leaned against my chest, pressed her hands against my chest. She closed her eyes and looked like she was asleep, but I knew she was just too tired and needed a shoulder.

"Dad...I won't go to the United States anymore...I know, you always say it's okay, but when I really go, you will definitely be lonely when you are the only one left...Dad... Actually, I know a little bit... Actually you like me..." Xueqi leaned against my chest and suddenly said, but her voice lowered a little shyly, "It's not the kind of like... it's the kind of like... it's a kind of different like..."

Xueqi's words stirred up storm in my heart, like a sharp arrow stabbing my heart, and I was a little frozen. It was as if the deepest secret in my heart was discovered, suddenly, I felt at a loss.

"Haha... what do you like this, that one... Dad doesn't understand... Haha..." I smiled dryly, but there was no smile on my face. "Qiqi, why is Dad lonely? Dad supports you in going to the United States. In the past few days, you can study English at home, raise your body, and adjust your mood. If you pass the exam, don't worry to go to the United States. It doesn't matter if you go with Ma Bailong... Dad will send you there in person..."

Xueqi didn't say anything, she still leaned against me, and then said in a soft voice:

"No, Dad, I won't go." Xueqi repeated this sentence again, but this time, her tone became more determined.

"Dad...I want to be with you, okay? Just like when I was a child, I was drawing at home, waiting for you to come back from work to cook for me, we can watch TV together, that's great... Dad, I don't want to go anywhere... Dad, you don't even have a formal girlfriend... I'm leaving, when my confinement sister and the others left, you're really the only one left... Such a big house, only Dad, you're alone, I'm just waiting for me, when I think about it, I want to cry... I feel so sorry for Dad, you..."

Speaking of this, Xueqi's voice was a little choked, and even I felt my eyes were wet, and something seemed to be stuck in my throat.

In fact, what Xueqi said is what I have thought of countless times?

More than once, the scene of Xueqi wearing a snow-white wedding dress and walking into the marriage hall with her beloved man. In that scene, I smiled, looked at them alone from a distance, applauding them, but after the marriage, I returned home alone with white hair, silently took off my bright suit, and then sat alone in the corner of the dark and empty house and sighed, looking at the photos of Xueqi when she was a child placed on the table, from the time she was one year old to the time she grew up, she burst into tears.

Such a scene used to be my nightmare. But I already knew that one day it would become a reality.

Isn’t it like this, father and daughter all over the world?

When they were young, their daughters would naively say that they wanted to marry their fathers, while their fathers would touch their heads on the surface and smile and say fools, but they kept it in their hearts. Although they did not hold any hope, they silently waited for this impossible feeling. Until many years later, when they were covered in white hair, they would laugh sweetly in their dreams when they recalled that day the stupid words their daughter said.

They wouldn't know that when their daughters around the world had already forgotten this joke when they grew up.

I sat by Xueqi's bed in silence, with waves in my heart rising and falling. At this moment, something like faith suddenly began to burn in my heart like a flame. I finally understood something that I had not thought deeply before. About love, about faith.

Although those girls wearing long skirts and black hair have passed by at some point in your life, what will they leave for you in the end? What they leave for you is not only love, but also faith.

"Qiqi... If dad has a girlfriend, you will leave with confidence, right?" I took a deep breath and looked at Xueqi with unprecedented serious eyes, asking without blinking.

Xueqi looked at me in confusion, with a look of surprise in her eyes, but she seemed to understand something.

"Anyway, dad, you don't have a formal girlfriend. Don't say that you deliberately found someone to cheat me on me and said that I was a girlfriend in order to let me go to the United States. If that happens, I won't believe it."

I was unwilling to accept it:

"Qiqi, do you think dad is that useless? There are so many women who like dad. It's just that you don't know. You can prepare for the exam these days. As long as you pass the exam, dad will take your girlfriend home to let you see it so that you can go to the United States with peace of mind."
To be continued...
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