When Murong Zheng heard Lan Qi's words, he smiled rarely. If Lou Yun was Pan An, then Murong Zheng was Song Yu. His smile was very beautiful.

Lan Qi hadn't seen him smile like this for a long time. She thought about it for the last time he showed such a smile as if it was the first time the two of them met.

Murong Zheng's smile seemed to bring them back to the first time they met.

Although Lan Qi hated Murong Zheng in her heart, behind this strong hatred was deep love.

Sometimes the transformation of love and hate is only between a thought, or between a sentence and a thing. The deeper the love, the deeper the hatred.

Women are always soft-hearted. Even when facing a man who has deeply hurt him, they will be immediately moved when facing a few nonsense words from this man. A soft-hearted woman will always be bullied.

Lan Qi is such a soft-hearted woman. Although she cannot forgive the harm Murong Zheng caused to her in her heart, she wants to help him for the last time.

Part of her heart was constantly persuading her to do so, and Lan Qi touched her belly.

Her belly is getting bigger day by day, now it is as big as a pillow. It is no longer realistic to abort the child. If you are not careful, it will be a corpse and two lives.

Lan Qi didn't want to do this. Although she was fearless of death, the child in her belly was so pitiful.

Although she didn't want to admit that the child in her belly was from Murong Zheng, after all, this child was born with motherhood in her belly. Especially for girls of Lan Qi, who are more maternal.

Although she wanted this child to come to this world, she didn't want to raise this child because she didn't know how to face the child in her belly.

Now Lan Qi's heart is as conflicted as Lin Shuiyue at the time.

Although the contradiction between her and Lin Shuiyue is different, it is almost the same.

Lin Shuiyue contradicts her identity. Although she has never sold herself, she is a JN after all. She cannot raise her children by herself, but she wants to give her children a happy family. A family must have a father and a mother. Although Lin Shuiyue thought about telling Lou Yun the truth that Yun Yixue is his biological daughter, she does not have the courage to face Lou Yun, and now Lou Yun’s family is happy and fulfilling. This is unfair to Lou Yun, and it is also unfair to Nangong Li and Lin Luoyao.

And Lan Qi’s contradiction is that she cannot accept facing Murong Zheng.

It is impossible for her to forgive Murong Zheng now. This child can be said to be "forced to her" by Murong Zheng, not what she wanted.

If she can't face Murong Zheng, then this child is a burden to her. She can always really marry Murong Zheng just because of her child.

She didn't want to be with him, she was with a man of her own.

This child is innocent. As the child's biological mother, Lan Qi also wants to give the child a warm family environment. She knows what it feels like without a parent, and she doesn't want the child to experience this feeling. She plans to give the child to Murong Zheng after giving birth. After that, it doesn't matter who Murong Zheng marrys herself.

Besides, Lan Qi is now discouraged. She is no longer innocent, not to mention that she already has a small burden in her belly. What's more, everyone in the world knows about her wedding with Murong Zheng. Even if Murong Zheng gives her divorce letter to her in the future, she will be a married man.

Not to mention marrying a young man from aristocratic families like Lou Yun or Tang Qingyun, she has married and had children, and even if she is a child for someone, she will probably be disliked.

The sadness is greater than death. The disheartened Lan Qi has already considered her future plans. She plans to return to Tianji Sect and become a monk. She will become the real heir of the head, and then inherit the mantle of the head master and ignore these things.

Maybe this is her destiny, maybe happiness has existed, but it does not belong to her.

The days she spent traveling around the world with Murong Zheng and the days she spent with Lou Yunlin Luoyao were the happiest times in her life.

Let this happiness stop in your heart.

Lan Qi said, "I promise you that I think in addition to this matter, you plan to let me deal with tomorrow's wedding."

Murong Zheng nodded silently and said, "If Qiqi, you are willing to go in person, then that would be great. I hope you can save me some face."

Lan Qi said, "I understand, but I have a condition. After I give birth to a child, you must take good care of him. You and I will have no relationship again."

Murong Zheng was silent for a moment and replied: "Okay, Qiqi, I promise you, but I hope you can stay by my side, and I will not hide it from you. There are only three women who truly love in my life, one is my sister Xian'er, and the other is Qiqi you."

Lan Qi asked curiously: "Who is there another one? Is it Miss Qiu?"

Murong Zheng admitted without any hesitation: "That's right, it's Miss Qiu Er. It's a pity that the fallen flowers are intentionally flowing water without mercy. Miss Qiu Er's heart is only the owner of Qiu Manor Qiu. I have no place in her heart. I know Qiqi, you have him in your heart, but I hope you can accept me again. Now there is more than one woman around the owner of Qiu Manor Qiu. Junior Sister Nangong married him, and Miss Lin also married him. And there are Senior Sister Yan and Miss Jing from the Flower Club around him. Even if the owner of Qiu Manor Qiu can share a portion of the love, he can't evenly get rain and dew. Instead of being a part of his side, it's better to be my whole life. I will cherish you even more in the rest of my life."

Lan Qi turned around and said, "Okay, I don't want to hear what you said. I'm willing to help you. This is my bottom line. I'm just helping you give birth to a baby. After the baby is born, I have no relationship with you. You go, I want to rest."

Murong Zheng stood up and looked at Lan Qi for a long time, but Lan Qi never looked back. He sighed and turned around and left.

Lan Qi's tears burst out again. If Murong Zheng had told her earlier, the ending might not have been like this today.

Lan Qi's previous hatred for Murong Zheng came entirely from her love for him.

The deeper the love, the deeper the hatred.

If Murong Zheng had said this to her earlier, she felt that she would forgive him, and even return to him and be his woman and be his only one.

But now it's too late.

Because Murong Zheng not only hurt her mentally, but also hurt her, Lan Qi would never forgive him for this.

Maybe this is her last tears.

After shedding all these tears, Lan Qi will no longer shed half of her tears for him.

This tear will commemorate her and Murong Zheng’s past and bury her own past. I want to talk about Jianying Yunbo with more like-minded people, follow “Youdu Literature” on WeChat, talk about life, and find a close friend 15
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