I can't sleep at night and am thinking about it.

Time flies and fate is bumpy. No matter how hard I struggle, I still have nothing in the end.

Without parents, high education, I can’t find a good job, and I can’t meet a girlfriend who loves me. It’s not like, but really, my life is really bleak.

Haha, I feel like I am complaining about the world. Do you think I can burn incense and worship Buddha? Do you think I will pray to God?

Haha, absolutely not. In my world, I am my own god.

People often say that it is better to seek oneself than to seek others.

When I was thirty years old, I had no wife or family, and it seemed that the pressure was as heavy as Mount Tai. Therefore, I decided to let go of the past and change my past. I had to work hard to make money, accumulate money, change myself, and change my destiny.

No one's fate is destined to change. I believe that I can make myself live a better life through hard work. In the future... I don't know when, and then, all I want will be.

As I think about it, I feel different. At present, I want to divide myself into two places at the same time. One goes back to the past to help the past, and the other goes to the future to observe the future. Even if I absolutely cannot achieve perfection in this life, I will not be able to live forever, but at least I can experience less setbacks.

Hey, I think too much when I think about it. I don’t know whether the fantasy of traveling through time and space can be realized in the future, but at this moment, I’m undoubtedly dreaming.

The long river of time, does it exist? Can future humans travel through time?

Although it is just our thinking and understanding, I personally think that the long river of time in the fantasy novel "The Origin of the Dao" I wrote is real. The so-called long river of time is the trajectory of all qualitative or non-qualitative things in the world.

For example, in a person's life, you can use a super camera to record the video from birth to death, which is like a line segment starting from starting to stopping the pen.

In addition, like a qualitative river, from the source to the sea.

But everything is not constant, and everything in the world is always constantly moving and changing.

Then, I thought about it like the vast ocean of the universe. Will there be humans at that time? Will humans still need brides when they get married? What kind of transportation should humans take when they travel?

The most important thing is, how can I reach the future now? I really want to see if there are any traces of my existence in that era.

People! They are really tired. They not only have to work hard for the food, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, but also have to face the endless torture of "joy, anger, sorrow, sorrow, fear, fear, fear, eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body and mind," these seven emotions and six desires.

If you think about it carefully, we humans are really tired, not as good as a little ant.

Oh, it's a fallacy. Birds of a feather flock together, and people are divided into groups. Everything is different in levels and latitudes. In fact, it cannot be compared at all.

I pondered a little, then the question is, why can we humans create extremely complex things? Are all scientists lazy?

In comparison, animals, insects, fish and shrimps, are they diligent in addition to humans?

If humans are smart and have high IQ, then are birds, animals, insects, fish and shrimps all fools?

Alas! I really think too much and my head hurts. I really want to go back to the ages, when the earth was born, when the universe evolved, and when everything was seen. I really want to see why everything is!

Suddenly, I remembered a sentence my dad said when I was a child.

"Only people want to be tall can their lives be thin."

From this we can see that even if our thinking is as big as the starry sea in the universe, we can never escape birth, old age, sickness and death.

Life is short, so how do we work hard and how to live a better life?
Chapter completed!