Chapter 610, no child is a good character
Because she was too nervous, her body was trembling. Lin Xinyan came over and hugged her, constantly rubbing her back, "I won't ask."
Seeing her in pain, Lin Xinyan couldn't bear it.
"I ask you, I just don't want you to suffer alone. If it's even more painful to say it, then I won't say it."
She probably had some speculation in her heart. She said that she could not be a woman anymore, was there any physical defect?
But the doctor didn't tell her.
"I'm not afraid you know."
Qin Ya hugged her and buried her arms and cried, "I remembered that my heart hurts like a knife."
Every time I lift it, my heart is like tearing apart the scabs of the scars, experiencing the helpless despair of the time again.
"I can't get pregnant again in the future, I will never be able to have a baby in my life, do you know?
I hate him so much, he made me like this..." Lin Xinyan couldn't believe it at all. How could he not get pregnant?
How is that possible?
“How is this possible?
The doctor has never told me, are you mistaken?
Abortion will not lead to lifelong infertility…” �
Qin Ya took all her courage to say this.
"how so."
She also had a hoarse voice. As a woman, it was a very cruel thing to not have children.
"It hurts the uterus, so..."
Qin Ya let go of her and wiped away the tears from her face, "There is no uterus."
Lin Xinyan was shocked and also felt distressed for her and felt sorry for her.
She didn't know what words to comfort her. She had been suffering silently for so long and had to pretend to be nothing in front of everyone.
She hadn't experienced it personally, and knew how sad this kind of thing should be.
"How can I comfort you?"
Lin Xinyan blinked her tears, but it would still come out after she wiped it off. "I feel very uncomfortable when I see you so uncomfortable."
"Don't cry."
Qin Ya wiped off her tears, "You are holding this godson in your stomach."
The most painful time has passed, but it still hurts, but it can still hold on. She wiped away her tears and sniffed, "Help me keep it secret, no one should tell me."
"I will."
How could she tell others?
"But you are so pitiful, I feel heartbroken."
In fact, she didn't want to be sad in front of Qin Ya, but she really couldn't live.
People who have never been parents will not know how sacred the moment of being a mother. Even if you have no feelings for the person who makes you pregnant, you will still love the life that grows in your body.
She had a deep understanding that when Qin Ya and Su Zhan encountered a relationship crisis, she chose to give birth to the child without hesitation. It can be seen that she had the same mood.
But she lost it.
He also lost the qualification to be a mother, which is too cruel to her.
Maybe some people say that there are so many women who are unwilling to give birth to them now, so what's the big deal if you can't have children?
There is an essential difference between being unable to give birth and being unwilling to give birth.
Especially those who have been pregnant, experience the feeling of being a mother.
People nowadays often say that having no children is a good horoscope. Now, it takes a lot of time and money to raise a child materially. In order to live a little easier, they choose not to have children.
Those who can think about it are really unborn in their lifetime, and many of them regret it when they reach middle age. Even if they are elderly mothers, they have to be parents once.
As the times change, people's thoughts are also changing.
As a woman, only by being a daughter and having children in her life can she truly understand the meaning of life and inheritance.
Some people also say that children are the crystallization of two people's love and the proof of their love.
Although raising children is not easy and it is very hard to raise children, I was so excited to watch them grow up with my own eyes and listen to them calling mothers for the first time.
She couldn't imagine how Qin Ya knew that she would not be able to have children in her life and survived it.
It would be difficult for her to accept this when she happened to her.
"I'm fine, don't worry about me."
Qin Ya pulled a smile, her eyes were still red.
Her strong appearance is so heartbreaking.
But I don’t want Qin Ya to look at her uncomfortable look, that way, she will feel more uncomfortable than herself.
She also endured the rolling inside and reached out to touch her cheek, "In the future, I will be a godmother, so I must be beautiful."
"Of course, I will be the most beautiful godmother."
Qin Ya smiled.
Lin Xinyan didn't say anything, changed the topic and asked about work.
"Today is Monday, Uncle Er must be very busy, he is the only one there."
Qin Ya said.
I was running a company, and I had to help them see the shop, and I had to stare at the factory where Xiangyunsha was made.
"yes."
Lin Xinyan also wanted to go back, but knew that Zong Jinghao would definitely not agree.
"Look at the pictures I drew yesterday."
Qin Ya showed her the pictures she drew last night, as if she had changed the topic and all her emotions were pressing down on her heart.
Huaqing University held a meeting of all teachers and students today.
Treat Sang Yu and Shen Peichuan’s affairs as negative textbooks to warn everyone that they should not do immoral things or damage the name of the school.
Things that had been gone and were clarified were also revealed, and everyone was very strange and confused.
There are also a few who want to watch the fun. After all, many people in human nature have an attitude of watching the fun.
Sang Yu was sitting in the classroom, and the teacher sat opposite her, not knowing what she could say. Outside the window, there were many students who wanted to see what the teacher said to Sang Yu through the window.
At 8:30 minutes, the teacher stood up and said, "It's time, let's go."
Sang Yu had no expression on her face, and she had written it in her hand
Chapter completed!