The PR minister quit the office and closed the door.

Zong Jinghao walked over and sat next to her, "I think what she said makes sense, so why don't we take this opportunity..." "Is it appropriate now?"

Lin Xinyan interrupted him, "Don't say that what you have on hand has not been handled cleanly, this belly can't even wear a wedding dress."

"I have someone make a big shot for you. As for Gu Bei's affairs, can we not hold a wedding if we don't punish him for one day?"

Zong Jinghao made up his attention. He didn't want people to misunderstand, but also wanted to give her and the children an open identity.

The son and daughter are about to go to elementary school not long after, and their identity is unclear and they are speculated.

"But..."                                                             �

His attitude was extremely firm and could not be refused, "You don't want yourself, you always want your child. They need to stand in front of others with an open identity."

Lin Xinyan lowered her eyes. She understood Zong Jinghao's meaning, but Qin Ya's injury has not healed yet, Gu Bei's affairs have not been resolved yet, and holding a wedding at this critical moment is not the best time.

But what Zong Jinghao said makes sense. Two children need identity. It doesn’t matter what she is said by others, but two children cannot.

This will cause trouble to them and will also affect their psychology if it is serious.

She lowered her eyes, "I'll listen to you, please arrange it."

Zong Jinghao nodded softly, reached out and lifted up a strand of her hair, and wrapped it between his fingers, "I'll ask my dad to help us pick a good day."

Lin Xinyan's parents are gone, and he only has his father. It is necessary to hold an elder to be present in the wedding so that it seems formal and life is also given. Although he is not superstitious, he also wants to choose a good day to complete the wedding he has always wanted to give Lin Xinyan.

He was thinking in his mind where to hold it the most appropriate.

But Lin Xinyan's mood seemed not to be high.

He couldn't help but feel a little disappointed. Didn't every woman have more or less longing for her wedding?

Why didn't she?

"Do you have no idea?"

Lin Xinyan took his hand away and told him to be honest. When the secretary came in and saw that it was not good, she replied seriously, "Yes, but that was before, and now she is used to you."

Even if she didn't hold a wedding, she treated Zong Jinghao as her husband.

When he was in love, he had also fantasized about meeting a prince charming man, then dressed up and holding hands with him, and entering the palace of marriage.

I had children and lived an ordinary and simple life, but then many unexpected things happened, betrayed myself, got pregnant, and married him.

She had already shattered all her beautiful fantasies, and she had lost the qualification to have love.

Later, she gave birth to a child and supported a family alone. In order not to worry Zhuang Zijin, she never brought any emotions home.

I would also cry secretly in the middle of the night.

She is only in her twenties, but her experience is as long as half of her life.

I have been able to survive the most aggrieved times. My current state of mind is as calm as someone in his forties or fifties. I have long since lost the urge to show off.

After seeing through life, no matter how passionate love is, it will be the moment when it becomes dull.

The most valuable thing is to be able to love each other deeply in the ordinary life of food, food, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea.

"Not long after I went to City C, I met a beggar begging on the roadside. His clothes were dirty and he couldn't tell what he was like. I don't know how long he had worn them. His hair was knotted and withered like straw, and his face was full of wrinkles. He always sat in the same place, sometimes smirking, sometimes crying. People nearby would take turns to deliver food to him. At first, I thought he was a lunatic.

Later, when I heard from people around that, I realized that he had a heart disease.”

She turned to look at Zong Jinghao, "He would become like that because his wife died of dying from labor and bleeding, and she died of one corpse and two lives, and then he went crazy."

The beggar sat on the street near the Xiufang that Shao Yun rented for her at the beginning. The road she had to go to Xiufang was the only way she could pass. Every time she went to Xiufang, she would see the beggar sitting there. One day she passed by the beggar disappeared. Shao Yun said that the person was dead and had cancer without treatment.

At that time, she thought, how could fate be so cruel that she could keep a person in bitter water for the rest of his life.

So what she wants is that everyone she cares about is safe and healthy, and the same is true for herself. "I don't want to lose the person I love, nor do I want the person I love to lose me."

Her sudden emotion made Zong Jinghao unable to respond for the moment.

"I'm not crazy, and you won't leave me."

Zong Jinghao took her into his arms and pinched her face, "What are you thinking about in your mind all day long?"

Lin Xinyan patted his hand, "It hurts to pinch it."

Zong Jinghao slurped coldly, "Do you still know it hurts?"

If you think about some messy things in the future, I will..."                                                        

Lin Xinyan grabbed his tie and pulled it towards him. Zong Jinghao sat upright, his waist was hard and very stable. Lin Xinyan didn't pull it and said, "You're bullying me now?"

You go to find someone else to be your bride at the wedding.”

Zong Jinghao laughed at her unreasonable anger, "It's obviously you who want to strangle me to death, why did I bully you?"

Lin Xinyan leaned on her uncomfortable, so she simply slid down and lay on the sofa and rested her head on his thighs, pulling his tie in her hand to play with her, "You must be bullying me, I can't beat you. You are so much taller than me, heavier than me, and your arms are thicker than mine."

Zong Jinghao smiled, his voice deep and long, "I'll let you in the future."

Lin Xinyan became interested, "Don't you fight back if you scold me?"

"no."

Lin Xinyan looked at the dark pupils above and asked, "What is that?"

He smiled lightly, "I'll let you be above me."
Chapter completed!