Chapter 6: Goodbye Little Shadow
Lin Song said a few words to his friend, and the friend turned around and entered the classroom. After a while, he brought out a girl and my heart beat faster...
That's right, it's my little shadow, wearing a white dress, with a white cotton skirt, her hair tied with pink ribbons, and she casually put it on her right shoulder. She has a pair of big and bright eyes, her eyes are as clear as water, without any impurities, her face is carved with jade, and her small nose is slightly raised, as if she is smiling at all times.
I*! Today I finally got to know you again...
"Hello, my name is Shuying! I'm very happy to know you. I'm in this junior year in this school. Please take care of my fellow villagers in the future!" Xiaoying's slightly shy expression when she talked to us made me fall into my memories again. I was conquered by this shy expression! How many times, Xiaoying, who is already my girlfriend, still shows such an expression when she listens to me talking about love words in my arms. Xiaoying is such a woman who is so pure that she can't be more pure!
Seeing Lin Song next to him, he had already started chatting with Xiaoying. He was just a familiar person. Anyone who chatted with him for half a minute would become his friend.
I suddenly remembered a small thing:
That summer before graduation, Xiaoying and I sat hugging each other on the banks of the Jialing River in Chongqing. Neither of us spoke. Looking at the water birds on the river and feeling the warmth brought by each other. Suddenly, Xiaoying smiled mischievously, breaking our silence and said, "Changfeng, do you still remember the first time we met?"
I said, "How come I can't remember it? I was fascinated by our beautiful Miss Shuying on the spot!" After that, I hugged her waist emotionally.
Xiaoying pushed my hand away mischievously and said, "Haha, you were so stupid at that time. You didn't even talk to me when you stood there. I just talked to Lin Song, but later I didn't know why you had the courage to pursue me again, hehe!"
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Thinking of this, I walked up to Xiaoying and said:
"You are Shu Ying, okay? I'll call you Xiao Ying? Hello, my name is Lu Changfeng. I'm very happy to meet such a beautiful girl as you!"
Xiaoying glanced at me, and her heart was beating very quickly for no reason. Why was the boy in front of her so boldly speaking? But he didn't hate it. Although he didn't look outstanding, he seemed to have a temperament that made people feel like they wanted to get close to him. Thinking of this, Xiaoying's face turned red. She lowered her head and whispered: "Hello! I'm very happy to know you too!"
I was so happy to see that she didn't object to me calling her Xiaoying, because I remember that when I first met, Xiaoying was very shy. At that time, she was not my girlfriend. Once, a boy who had a good relationship with her suddenly confessed to her. She was so scared that she never dared to see that boy again. Later, she asked me to pretend to be her boyfriend, which made the boy give up. As a result, we did a fake role and she really became my girlfriend.
Knowing that Xiaoying's shy personality is easy to be shy, I didn't dare to say anything explicit again. Instead, I took out a pen, grabbed Xiaoying's hand, wrote a string of numbers on her palm, and said:
"This is my phone number. If Xiaoying needs help, call me this time!"
Ah, Xiaoying's hand is really slippery, and it's as soft as boneless, so it feels so comfortable to hold it! At this time, Xiaoying, who was holding my hand, turned red even more. She gently pulled out her hand and whispered, "Okay." She didn't dare to look at me anymore, haha.
I said, "Xiaoying, please leave me a phone number, and have dinner together when you have time!" After that, he reached in front of her.
This time, she didn't feel embarrassed. Xiaoying took my pen and wrote her phone number in my hand. At this time, the phone number for class rang. She blushed and said "goodbye" to us, and then hurried into the classroom.
Lin Song looked at me strangely. Lin Song and I are fellow villagers from the same city and are often together, so he knows my personality quite well. Today, my performance surprised him.
I smiled and pulled him, saying, "What are you looking at? Go to class!"
Suddenly I remembered something and turned around and added: "Don't fight Xiaoying's idea! You great love saint, don't come to steal my Xiaoying, otherwise I and you will never end up."
"Tsk... When did Shuying become your little shadow? She still called it so intimate! I usually see you a very honest person, but you are hiding so deeply! Humph! I don't think about how you know Shuying without me? You ungrateful guy who broke the bridge across the river!" Lin Song came to his senses and immediately began to strongly condemn my shameless behavior.
We both slammed each other and walked into the classroom.
Next door, the redness on Xiaoying's face had not faded, and her white and rosy face made her look even more charming. She was sitting in her seat, her heart was still pounding. Lu Changfeng was too bold just now and actually grabbed my hand directly, not afraid of me being angry. But why didn't I get angry? I should hate him very much, but why can't I find the feeling of hating him? And he actually called me Xiaoying, how did he know my nickname? And his hands are so warm!
Thinking of my serious look when I was speaking, Xiaoying showed a smile on her lips. What a strange guy, haha!
Sitting next to Xiaoying was her friend Zhou Qian. She frowned, smiled, and blushed again when she saw Xiaoying. She suddenly burped on Xiaoying's waist and said with a smile:
"What happened to our innocent little beauty today? Could it be that she is in love with spring?"
Xiaoying was ashamed and beat Zhou Qian unyieldingly and said:
"You're going to die, how can you say such ugly words?"
Zhou Qian pretended to be strange and said, "Which boy is not passionate and which girl is not in love? What's so ugly about this? Oh... Is it because you have a ghost in your heart?"
"No, don't talk nonsense!"
"What's the matter! Tell me honestly. I just went out to see a handsome guy. I'm frank and lenient. I've seen it all!" Zhou Qian was right and refused to forgive her.
"What do you think of handsome guys? You're just a fellow villager. Don't talk nonsense." Xiaoying was both embarrassed and anxious.
Seeing Xiaoying stomping her feet beside her, her face was red, Zhou Qian was even more sure that Xiaoying was a handsome guy, so she sang in an exaggerated tone: "Where are you seeing her fellow villagers, you're crying..."
Xiaoying was so embarrassed that she couldn't speak. She was such a shy child. At this time, the teacher walked into the classroom and relieved her. Zhou Qian whispered: "Let's continue after class...haha."
Xiaoying gave her a blank look and started to open the book to prepare for class. However, after one class, she didn't listen to anything. My figure appeared in her mind for a while, and she remembered the tone of my just speaking again...
I have been unable to calm down here for a long time. The emotional experience with Xiaoying is the most pleasant experience in my life. At the same time, the pain when I bid farewell to this relationship is also unforgettable. Now everything is back, Xiaoying is standing in front of me again. From her attitude today, I still have hope, but what if I am together? Is the purpose of being together to experience the unforgettable pain in the future again?
Speaking of the pain, it is unforgettable. There is no problem with Xiaoying's relationship. The problem lies in Xiaoying. She is an extremely filial girl. Xiaoying's parents strongly opposed her daughter's interaction with a poor soldier. So the old-fashioned plot repeats itself on us. I still remember the summer when the breakup was drizzling in the sky. I was about to go to the grassroots troops to report. It was the last time I saw Xiaoying. She was still wearing white clothes and white cotton skirt, but she was much haggard. She said with tears: "Changfeng, we have no chance to be together in this life. I must marry you in the next life!" We hugged tightly in the rain. Afterwards, I carried my bags and walked in front of the flying drizzle. I didn't dare to look back because I was afraid of seeing Xiaoying's lonely figure in the rain...
Now that I am back, I will not let all this happen again, I will not! I have more than two years of knowledge, information, and philosophy in this era. I want to achieve something and make a lot of money. Whether I wear a military uniform or not, I want to make my Xiaoying happy, because making Xiaoying happy every second is Changfeng’s goal for it. This is the promise I made to Xiaoying and our future!
After making up my mind, I felt much more at ease. After considering half a class, I decided not to rush to find Xiaoying. Because with Xiaoying's personality, I still can't rush. I remember that in my dream, I met Xiaoying in the library a few days later. Xiaoying is a very hardworking girl. Didn't I plan to go to the library to read books before? I could meet her. It would be better to let it go at the beginning. After making up my mind, I felt much more relaxed. I finished the class leisurely and went back to have lunch.
While eating, I suddenly thought that I had agreed to the "Black Face God" Staff King who repaired the TV for him, so I called the Military Affairs Department, asked about the specific location of his dormitory and made an appointment for meeting in the evening.
In the afternoon, I arranged a graduation design and searched for relevant materials on the project by myself. I locked myself in the dormitory and read all the textbooks, materials and even magazines that I could find from beginning to end. To be precise, I read it quickly and understood it so wonderful! Before I knew it, it was a bit strange when it was dinner time. I was very calm all afternoon and Zhutou was very honest. He clearly saw from the window that I didn’t go out in the afternoon and stayed in the dormitory, but he didn’t come to cause trouble for me. It really made me feel a little weird.
Chapter completed!