Chapter 144: Break up
In his previous life, he actually envied and wanted to be a person like Lu Tao.
As a result, as I lived my life, I had a tragic version of Xiangnan.
This is reality.
Watching Qin Yi watch the TV series seriously, Bian Rou sat down next to her after cooking.
What is played on TV is about Xiang Nan and Yaoyao going to get their marriage certificate.
Outside the Civil Affairs Bureau, Xiang Nan Yaoyao and Lu Tao and Xia Lin came together to go through the marriage procedures, but Yang Xiaoyun came and cried and begged Xiangnan not to leave her. Xiangnan felt soft-hearted.
In the end, he let go of Yaoyao and followed Yang Xiaoyun.
When I saw Xiangnan on the road, he was in a daze while taking off his clothes while shouting "Yaoyao, I love you."
Bian Rou couldn't help but hold Qin Yi and asked softly, "If it were you, what would you choose?"
Qin Yi was stunned by Bian Rou's question...
Because, in Qin Yi's thoughts, Bian Rou has always been a very rational person.
Logically speaking, such questions will not be asked from Bian Rou.
However, Bian Rou asked today.
In fact, when Qin Yi was in his previous life, He Luyao also asked Qin Yi about this question.
After thinking for a long time, Qin Yi replied to He Luyao, "It should be like Xiangnan, choose Yang Xiaoyun."
In this life, Qin Yi did not hesitate and said, "I should choose the same as Xiangnan. I choose Yang Xiaoyun."
Bian Rou looked at Qin Yi's words with a hint of loss.
Qin Yi said to Bian Rou, "Don't you listen to my reasons?"
Bian Rou said to Qin Yi, "I know."
Qin Yi looked at Bian Rou with some surprise.
Bian Rou smiled faintly and said, "Because, Xiangnan has always been in the giving type in his relationship. Yaoyao is also in the giving type in that relationship. People with the same personality are destined not to go too far."
Qin Yi was stunned and looked at Bian Rou.
Because in his previous life, he and He Luyao also explained this...
Bian Rou looked at Qin Yi's smile and showed a smile on her face, then pulled Qin Yi to the dining table.
Immediately afterwards, the dishes on the dinner table were all the ones that Qin Yi liked to eat.
"Try it." Bian Rou smiled slightly and said to Qin Yi.
After hearing Bian Rou's words, Qin Yi nodded slightly, then started to taste it with chopsticks...
It really exceeded Qin Yi's estimate. This was the first time Qin Yi knew that Bian Rou could cook.
Bian Rou looked at Qin Yi's surprised expression, but she seemed not that surprised.
"Isn't it? It's a surprise..."
Qin Yi nodded.
"Qin Yi, actually, this time I came here...I want to break up with you." Bian Rou said calmly.
After Qin Yi heard Bian Rou's words, he felt his heart twitch suddenly and his chopsticks stopped.
Qin Yi put down his chopsticks and looked at Bian Rou with his eyes.
Bian Rou's eyes did not dodge at all.
Qin Yi knows Bian Rou very well. Since he said it, it must be because he had thought about it.
Bian Rou is not an impulsive person either.
"Can I know why?" Qin Yixin seemed to be caught by something, and she felt very uncomfortable.
Bian Rou swallowed and put down the chopsticks.
I was silent for a moment... It seemed to be thinking about how to express it in words...
Qin Yi did not urge him, but just waited quietly.
After five minutes, Bian Rou slowly began to say, "Actually, it's because she loves it so much..."
"I love you, so I want to let go of your hand. You must think that I am a scumbag girl. Qin Yi, we both have always been the same kind of person."
"You have a dedication personality, and I have a dedication personality... You are a career type, and I have a career type. We are the same people... You have a desire to conquer... I all know. But I am also such a person..."
"In our love, you have been dominating. You have always performed better than me, and you can take care of everything about me... But, I'm not comfortable... Do you know what I mean?"
Qin Yi didn't say anything and said, "This is not a reason. I didn't interfere in your career."
Bian Rou red eyes, then said, "It's not like this... it's not your problem... it's mine... I'm with you, I feel inferior... This feeling is not caused by you... it's caused by myself."
"With you, I gradually lost myself. I naturally enjoyed your goodness... to accept those good things, to remove those bad things... But I still don't feel confident, just like the TV just now... I don't feel safe, I know very well that I am not your Yang Xiaoyun..."
After pausing, Bian Rou said to Qin Yi, "Do you know, who makes me feel like Yang Xiaoyun?"
Qin Yi had the answer in his heart, but he still shook his head.
Bian Rou said a name in Qin Yi’s heart, “He Luyao.”
Bian Rouhe Qin Yi is really a kind of person...
Bian Rou knows Qin Yi so well.
Qin Yi didn't know what to say for a moment.
Bian Rou looked at Qin Yi's micro-expression and knew that he was right.
Bian Rou continued, "I don't know why you are so special to her. But, I know from your eyes, I can tell... you love her."
Qin Yi fully understood what Bian Rou thought.
"Rou Rou, I..."
Before Qin Yi finished speaking, Bian Rou said directly, "Qin Yi, in fact, I was very scared. I didn't expect that when I loved it so much that I could not be myself, I was taken away by two tears."
Qin Yi said to Bian Rou, "Your worries are unnecessary."
Bian Rou looked at Qin Yi and said, "Then can you tell me... what happened to you and He Luyao?"
Qin Yi was silent.
Bian Rou smiled bitterly and said, "Actually... I have been thinking about our relationship for a while... You are right, I am not wrong... Two people who are right, but when they are together, they make each other feel uncomfortable, and there is something wrong. So... I want to end this relationship."
Looking at Bian Rou, Qin Yi said to Bian Rou, "You underestimated me... Underestimated our love."
Qin Yi's words made Bian Rou's eyes turn red in an instant.
Bian Rou covered her eyes and kept shaking her head.
"It's my problem..."
Qin Yi grabbed Bian Rou's hand and then said, "It's not your problem... it's mine... I don't give you a sense of security... I know you have endured a lot... You may endure more than I thought. Give us a chance, okay?"
Bian Rou's eyes were red, looking at Qin Yi...
She felt very uncomfortable, she wanted to agree and nodded...
However, during the treatment period of Yanjing, her several psychological treatments allowed her to face her heart.
This time, she wanted to face her heart bravely and strongly.
It was because he made great decision to come to Qin Yi to come...
This time she broke up with Qin Yi, she thought carefully.
This breakup was also a process for Bian Rou to find herself.
For a long time before, she worked hard.
In fact, even she herself doesn't know. The reason why she works so hard is that she actually wants to chase Qin Yi in her heart...
But, this is not the life she wants.
Bian Rou didn't say anything and said to Qin Yi, "I'm sorry, I know I'm very selfish... I want to go find myself. So, I want to let you go... and please help me."
Qin Yiben is not a person who is entangled, and Bian Rou has already said this.
Qin Yi is continuing to struggle, and I'm afraid it's not appropriate.
Qin Yiqiang squeezed out a smile and said, "We can actually calm down for a while. There is no need to break up now."
Bian Rou was already crying into tears at this time. She shook her head and said to Qin Yi, "I don't want to give myself a little hesitation. Because I'm afraid of regretting it... Thank you for being in my life... Thank you."
Bian Rou said thank you several times, and Qin Yi also knew that this relationship should have come to the end...
Qin Yi was not trying to keep him, as Bian Rou said...
This rational relationship seems to be fine...but it is precisely that. The biggest problem is precisely the problem.
Moreover, the question asked by Bian Rou directly stopped Qin Yi...
Chapter completed!