At that time, she had a man, who later became her fiancé, named Guan Peng. He was a man in science and engineering, and he had a bad temper, but not as bad as hers, so they often quarreled with each other. If they couldn't argue, she would get sulky. Sometimes she was really afraid that he would be raped one day.

So angry.

When that man chased her, he could be called gentle and virtuous, he could go to the hall or the kitchen, he could do anything, he was as obedient, gentle and cute as a cat.

At first, Meng Chuan'er didn't like him too much, but later she felt that this guy was pretty good, at least he was easy to use. She had seen a lot of men, and it was good if she didn't get annoyed without love, so Guan Peng proposed to her later.

She doesn't even bother to say no, just wait and see!

She waited for him to reveal his true nature, but before the heat completely dissipated, the face beneath the mask leaked out little by little. At first, they could eat and sleep like a normal couple. They quarreled and reconciled and then quarreled again, but it was completely

There was no communication, she was chatting with him about poetry, while he was playing CrossFire; she was chatting with him about manuscripts, while he was playing CrossFire; she was chatting with him about worries, while he was still playing CrossFire...

Okay, I admit that the game Crossfire was relatively popular in that era, but Guan Peng felt to her that Crossfire was his great career and all his dreams. As long as he could have enough food and clothing, all other ideas were nonsense.

It's a big deal. The old man thinks like a child.

Later, when she gradually thought about marriage, she broke out in cold sweat. When she thought about spending most of the next half of her life with such a person, Meng Chuaner wished she could play the first half of her life in a loop. It is best to have access progress and enter at any time.

I want to get into the part, otherwise it would be really boring.

When they broke up, her parents advised her: "You may not understand the true meaning of love and marriage. It is unrealistic to live in romance all your life. You have experienced so much, why can't you always learn to compromise when it comes to relationships?"

Meng Chuaner didn't care what her parents said, she had to run away from marriage. Originally, she didn't care about the rest of her life without love, but she learned to cherish it when she was about to lose it. Fortunately, she was still young at that time, and everything was still in time.

After the incident, let her know that life or love can be lonely, but it cannot be settled.

The compromise between her parents is that if she wants to toss when she is young, she should do it first. Maybe after a few years of tossing, she will be honest. If they want to force her to submit, they have to let her do it once.

I actually had a classic conversation with Guan Peng.

"Let's break up, we are not suitable." Meng Chuan'er leaned on the sofa with her head facing the ceiling.

"It's not that it's inappropriate, it's that you are unrealistic."

"Why am I not realistic? I just forced myself to be realistic before I decided to be with you."

"Fuck is one thing, being able to do it is another. What I think of love is that I will give you whatever you like to eat. No matter how expensive I think it is, I will save up money to buy it for you.

I reluctantly have to accompany you as much as you like, and you don’t even know what love is in your opinion."

"..." This man had never chatted like this before, and she suddenly lost her energy.

"Also, to love someone is to love them for who they are, not to change them into what you want them to be. If you don't remember this after we separate, you will definitely suffer."

"..."

She thought about this passage carefully many years later. Guan Peng was right. She was wrong. She didn't love him for who he was, so she would get bored easily. She would jump around while carrying a box.

When he left Guan Peng's house without looking back, he didn't even look at those eyes full of unwillingness and resentment.

Leaving him was like leaving a burden. The expectation of starting a new carefree life drowned out the few feelings of loss and guilt when leaving.

Love and love are so shallow and ignorant at that age. A meeting of the eyes, a kiss and a hug, or a long conversation in a certain state can burst out short-term sparks, and then be tempted by other people for a long or short time, or firewood, rice, oil, salt, vinegar and tea.

Weared beyond recognition, the initial heartbeat and longing turned into doubts. At that time, even if we were two pigs, we were afraid that the other would be snatched away by others, were we the fools?

Meng Chuan'er's past is exciting to talk about. She has been in love and made troubles. In those years, while the men of her age were still eating, drinking, having fun and falling in love every day, she was already running around in the entertainment industry.

During the day, she shuttles to various studios, TV stations, and hosts to shoot commercials. At night, she works in various studios and hangs around one after another little stars in the eyes of others. The posters she endorses seem to be pasted in the eyes of every man she passes.

The look in her eyes was both yearning and timid.

Later, out of loyalty, she went to a flower market in Hangzhou to save a man who was not worth saving. During that time, she completely realized what money was. With more than a hundred girls carrying cash in sacks every day, it was just pieces of paper in her eyes.

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Everything was just a journey in the past, but she didn't rely on anyone along the way. She got through it by herself. There were many tricks in the process, but she was able to distinguish between humans and ghosts and treat them differently, and straightened out her three views without violating them.

conscience.

She doesn't even know what she wants when it comes to returning to normalcy, which is easier said than done. But one thing is for sure, it's her job. She likes to give it a nicer word, called career, or also called career.

dream.

I remember that in those dark places and times, people around me said that she was born to do this. Now that she has seen the sunshine and has become an investigative reporter, her seniors often praise her that she was born to do this. After all,

She didn’t know what kind of job she was born into, but she knew she wasn’t born into it, she was born into it by her mother.

Her mother is very ordinary, but has a strong personality. What she gave her was not a wealth of money, but a character and temper that refused to admit defeat at any time and anywhere, and this kind of adaptability is applicable to any place in today's society. When she was a child, she fought with boys, and with her

With her small body, she can't do anything to others, but she can take down one group after another with such ferocity that it would be absolutely impossible for her to kill me and make me honestly admit defeat.

But this kind of personality also caused her to suffer a lot. She had a fight with someone in Hangzhou Flower Market and almost died after breaking three of her ribs. Everyone felt that she was not a girl at that time, she was more manly than men, and she suffered all the injuries and pains.

He gritted his teeth and held on.

What really changed her later was the books she read. She read a lot of books in those years, and she read any book with words. Those books didn't make her a lady, but they also made her character better.

Invisibly, some width has been increased, and the angle and direction of looking at the problem have changed slightly.

Maybe he didn't notice those changes himself, but she would be more flexible and skillful in handling many things, instead of blindly attacking them. Originally, there was no need for endless calculations and strategies in her head. It mainly depends on whether she wants to or not.

use.

Once, there was a forum for the Financial Lifetime Achievement Award. The director gave her a task, asking her to get an exclusive interview with Chen Dazhi, the president of the head office of China Trust Bank. In fact, this was impossible. It was possible to block people in a forum and ask a few random questions.

Yes, you are fucking kidding me about an exclusive interview at this level.

The director smiled and said, "If possible, would I hand it over to you, Meng Chuan'er?" These words were obviously provocative. This was what Meng Chuan'er couldn't bear the most. Her temper was that she had to borrow a hand even though she knew she couldn't climb to the sky.

After trying the ladder, I realized that this is something deep in my heart and it is difficult to change it.

Their director actually has a good relationship with him and understands her, so he said this to her. This sentence completely aroused her fighting spirit. Others thought it was impossible. Only when you complete it can you be considered capable. Such a shameless character

It was almost foreseeable that she would end up with nothing more than half a bottle of water in her future life. This girl's need to be needed and affirmed was terrifying. This was something she only came to understand after spending half her life. But then

At that time, it was not even close.

That night, Meng Chuaner did nothing. He didn’t prepare a topic, he didn’t prepare questions, he didn’t prepare background information. He just repeated all the images of Chen Dazhi on Baidu, including photos and videos, including the front, side and back of that person.

, until his facial features become three-dimensional, and then it is deeply rooted in every corner of the brain cells.

Close your eyes and you will be this person. You can imagine everything he says and does. She didn't sleep. She was immersed in this person's image all night long. Trying to fall in love with your interviewee is her exclusive interviewing technique after working as an actress.

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I started putting on makeup and hairdo at 5:30 in the morning, changed into professional clothes, and stepped on a pair of 10cm high heels. This way I have a height of 180cm. I don’t care if I’m pretty or not, just conspicuous.

At half past six, she entered the venue with the cleaning lady, took her laptop and occupied the middle seat except for the guest seats, and then stood at the hotel gate waiting for two hours. Those who didn't know better thought she was receptionist for the conference, but

But she was a bit unsightly with the cigarette in her mouth.

A black Audi stopped by the red carpet. He was dressed in a black suit, about 180cm tall, with a slim build, and his hair was slicked back. A man with a pair of silver-rimmed glasses stepped out of the car, his temperament was elegant and distant -

-That's right! Chen Dazhi, that's the guy! Meng Chuaner stepped on her high heels, adjusted herself and smiled to greet him. As she walked, she said loudly: "Chen Xing, long time no see."

He walked over to her with a smile on his face, politely took the hand she handed over, and said in a polite and slightly confused tone: "Long time no see... huh? I don't think... I know you?"

She continued to smile, with a trace of treachery after success: "We have met now, let me introduce myself. My name is Meng Chuaner, a reporter from Time Weekly. I want to..."

Before he finished speaking, he kept the same awkward smile and waved his hands: "It's not convenient for me to answer today. This is the forum for my teacher's Financial Lifetime Achievement Award. I can't take over my teacher's head, right?

Please understand, I'm sorry."

Meng Chuaner smiled and snorted: "Okay, then I will... follow you until you agree."

The man looked at her for five seconds, with a bit of disdain that was not controlled by his expression: "You can do whatever you want."

A man in a suit and tie with a guest's flower on his chest walked towards him. He was about the same age as him and had about the same imposing manner. Meng Chuan'er quickly took a look at his badge. He was also the president of a commercial bank.

"Dazhi, long time no see. No wonder you are invisible, with such a tall beauty next to you."

Chen Dazhi waved his hands repeatedly: "She is not...she is a reporter...she..."

There was no room for him to finish, and she quickly stepped between the two of them: "Oh, don't explain. The more you explain, the more confusing it becomes. Let me introduce myself. I am a reporter from Time Weekly. My name is Meng Chuan'er. I hope you are like us."

Chen Xing always supports me and takes care of me."

The two "swish" looks were one with understanding and the other with horror; one came from the man who came over to chat, and the other came from Chen Dazhi.

Before he could say the next sentence, the same man who came out to smoke came over from the venue: "Ha, what are two old classmates and a beautiful woman chatting happily about?"

Meng Chuan'er interrupted before they could say anything: "Chao Chen Xing didn't wear gold-rimmed glasses today."

The man next to her trembled again, because she checked all the photos of him participating in the forum, and they were all wearing gold-rimmed glasses. Today, he changed to silver frames, so she could use this as an excuse.

Chen Dazhi didn't wait for the scary investigative reporter to speak again, and directly dragged her to the corner. He knew that if he continued to pester her like this, he would either have to explain one by one that he could not have a normal meeting, or be misunderstood and have a relationship with a woman in public.

His status is definitely a problem.

He looked at her levelly for a few seconds, then sighed and said with a smile: "Girl, I'm impressed with you, do you have any needs?"

Meng Chuan'er returned to her previous smile and replied softly: "The request is very simple. You didn't listen to what I said at first. I want you to have an exclusive interview."

"Okay, okay, I'll take a break later. Look at my face and come out with me."

One sentence made her turn into a cat that smelled the fishy smell. The hairs on her body stood up and she said: "This is what you said. The recorder in my hand has recorded it. If you don't mean what you said, I will write what I want to say."

What to write, China Trust Bank covered up major non-performing assets in order to enter systemically important banks, which caused fatal risks. So far, Chen Dazhi, the president of the bank’s head office, knows about it but has no response.”

He smiled helplessly: "It's unlucky for me to meet someone like you."

After that, he slipped away and walked to the first row for the meeting. She wisely stopped pestering him and sat in the middle of the meeting, nervously watching his every move.
To be continued...