Chapter 176 Nightmare
Ji Rou felt that she had a very long dream.
I am only ten years old in my dream.
At that time, Ji Mengmeng and Wang Minzhi had been at home for many years, and their mother had been away from her for many years.
Since Ji Mengmeng returned home, Ji Rou seemed to have suddenly fallen out of favor and never had a good life for half a day.
Wang Minzhi beat and scolded him, Ji Mengmeng disdained him, and even his biological father turned a blind eye to his wife and daughter's behavior, watching his daughter being bullied and beaten.
"Damn it!"
With a "bang", a slap was hit hard. Ji Rou's small body could not accept the adult man's hard beating. Her whole body flew out and hit the wall heavily. Ji Rou felt that all her internal organs were hurt.
Especially my head, it seems like it is bleeding.
"You little beast!"
Ji Guangyao looked at Ji Rou fiercely and pointed at Ji Rou with disgust in his voice: "You actually dare to steal your sister's things, and even lost your sister's transcript. Is there anyone like you who is like a sister?
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Wang Minzhi stood beside Ji Guangyao, looking at Ji Rou who was beaten to death, his eyes were filled with joy and pride, and the words he said were still vicious: "It's this little bitch, exactly like her mother. He doesn't do anything good, he just likes other people's things! He's such a slutty bone!"
Even if Ji Rou is young, she can still hear Wang Minzhi's words.
She knew that Wang Minzhi was scolding her and insulting her mother.
She did not allow anyone to insult her mother.
She struggled to hold up and shouted to Wang Minzhi heart-wrenchingly: "It's you, you vicious woman! You snatched my mother's place and said to me that my mother was just chewed! Shameless!"
She learned this word in school.
My good friend, Shen Yueyan, described Wang Minzhi like this when she was with me at school.
Ji Rou thought it was very appropriate to use this word to describe Wang Minzhi.
Ji Rou was still young at that time, and she only knew that Wang Minzhi had seized everything that originally belonged to her mother, so she was shameless.
When Wang Minzhi heard Ji Rou say this, his face turned blue. He walked forward and walked to Ji Rou, "slap" with a slap: "Little slut! Is it really a thing that is of the same virtue and uneducated as your mother, I will take your mother's position?
Is that bitch worthy?
That was originally something that belonged to me, you little bastard!"
Ji Guangyao looked at Ji Rou coldly beside Wang Minzhi, without any sign of distress, and even a hint of pleasure in his eyes. He almost gritted his teeth and said, "Little bastard."
That day, Wang Minzhi and Ji Guangyao's faces were deeply imprinted in Ji Rou's mind. In the days when she grew up, whenever Ji Rou thought of the dark past when she was a child, she would automatically play this scene in her mind.
The vicious stepmother and the cold father, fearlessly reached out to himself, insulted and beat him round after round, and humiliated a child who had lost his mother in his early years with the most vicious words in the world.
Ji Rou remembered that day, after her final resistance, she came with her beatings and beatings, starving after dinner, scarred and hungry for no food. It was summer vacation, and she was so young that she didn't have a penny on her body, and she was just called "Day Day shouldn't be effective."
This was the darkest childhood shadow in her impression, because in the days that followed, Ji Rou became taciturn and never so publicly disobeyed Wang Minzhi and Ji Guangyao.
Because later she learned that she was just a child, without the care of her parents, and without the people she loved her. She only had herself, so she had to love herself.
Later, Ji Rou discovered that as long as she was obedient and obedient, they would not beat and scold her. Although her attitude was as bad as ever, they would not not let her eat or wear hungry.
So after that, as soon as Ji Rou was wronged, she would remember that when she had resisted with great force, she was indeed a lot of insults and beatings. So Ji Rou would swallow her anger, not resist a word, and do what she should do silently.
But she will always remember what happened that day.
Including later, she left the control of that family, but every midnight, Ji Rou sometimes had nightmares and still remembered what happened at that time.
I remembered Ji Guangyao and Zhang Minzhi viciously called themselves "little bastards".
Ji Rou didn't understand why Ji Guangyao scolded him.
She is obviously Ji Guangyao's biological daughter. Ji Rou doesn't know why Ji Guangyao hated Ji Rou to the point of calling him a "little bastard". Isn't she the biological son of Ji Guangyao?
But if I were not Ji Guangyao's biological child, whose child would he be?
She never doubted her life experience because she believed in her mother enough.
Her mother is a person who is too elegant and gentle. She is well-educated, elegant and intellectual. She is synonymous with a good wife and mother. She looks very beautiful and is a lady from a lady from a wealthy family. She finally married Ji Guangyao and became a fairy couple in the eyes of others.
But later Wang Minzhi appeared, and the relationship between her parents changed.
Ji Rou didn't know why her father chose a woman who was far inferior to her in all aspects, and even gave up on her wife for this woman.
But all of this is Ji Guangyao's problem, and she believed that her mother had nothing wrong with it.
This dream appeared repeatedly in my mind, cycled, and the hard slaps after hard, and sharp insults, like nightmare, appeared in my dream for a long time and could not be dissipated.
She wanted to wake up, but she wanted to force herself to wake up, but found that she couldn't wake up at all.
But in my subconscious, I know that I am in my dream.
Seeing the little self curled up in the corner and being beaten by them again and again, Ji Rou shouted angrily from the side, and even wanted to rush forward to protect her weak self, but there was no way, and she couldn't get through.
Suddenly, Ji Rou felt that she was getting farther and farther away from her former self.
It seems like I can't see it all the time.
But she saw others.
She saw Yi Chengzhou, Shen Sihang, Shen Yueyan, Ji Mengmeng, Meng Nier, Huang Jingqi.
She saw everyone she knew.
They waved past their eyes one by one like a revolving lantern.
What's wrong with me?
Chapter completed!