Chen Yiqiu took a long time to relax, and the pain under her body kept reminding her that this was not a dream. She kicked her legs and did not go to see God, but returned to her 21-year-old.

The unique birthmark on her waist reminded her that this was not someone else's body, nor even a continuation of death, but her own body when she was young.

Chen Yiyan thought sadly that when she was 21 years old, the only child she had aborted now was her former second son Brad, the child who should have died prematurely in his previous life. When he was born, she had just divorced Lu Yunhe. She was immersed in sadness and could not extricate herself. She neglected her to take care of him, so she had to find a nanny to take care of him. Fortunately, Zola treated him like a parent-child and raised Brad very lively and cute.

When Brad was two years old, Chen Yi-Yi had a lot of feelings and studies, so she began to take good care of him and hurt Brad to the core with Zola. However, when he was three years old, he still had an acute illness. At that time, she had no money to pay for his long-term hospitalization and had to send a telegram to the Lu parents for help. As a result, the Lu family replied that there was no money, and she could only watch Brad slowly swallow his last breath in her arms.

At that time, she seemed to have shed tears for the rest of her life.

Later, she was bedridden in her old age and recalled the events of the past. At that time, she felt that Brad's premature death seemed to have been a sign since she was pregnant, because at that time she had just told Lu Yunhe about her pregnancy, and Lu Yunhe told her: "Abort the child."

At that time, medical technology was underdeveloped and abortion technology was not mature. It was easy to have lifelong infertility, and some people even died after failure of surgery. Chen Yiqi told him about this.

Lu Yunhe said something she had remembered for a lifetime, which directly led to her not wanting to enter his Lu family's ancestral grave. He sneered: "There are still those who died by taking the train. Who did you see that they stopped taking the train?"

Chen Yiqian only felt cold hands and feet. She always felt that the arrival of a child was something that should be expected, so how could he kill him? Besides, the two elders of the Lu family have been looking forward to finding a child for a long time.

She was heartbroken by Lu Yunhe's cold answer, and Lu Yunhe has become more irritable and indifferent since she received the news that Chen Yiyan was pregnant.

Chen Yiyan insisted on not having an abortion, and the two fell into a cold war because of this. She was afraid that she would talk to Lu Yunhe and talk to her about abortion. When Lu Yunhe saw Chen Yiyan's persistent attitude of resistance, he felt that he had nothing to say to such an old-fashioned ignorant woman.

At the end of the Cold War, Lu Yunhe simply left, ran away from home, and left Chen Yiyan alone in a foreign country and Shaffer's countryside.

After being left behind by Lu Yunhe, Chen Yiyan received the help of her elder brother and fourth brother and finally gave birth to Brad. However, because she could not take care of herself, her life was not good, and her nutrition did not keep up with her pregnancy and her emotions were always unstable, so Brad was thinner than her eldest son A Guang when she was born. This also led to Brad not being able to survive the disease. After all, it was still the fault of their unreliable parents.

Thinking of these past events, Chen Yiyi, who was lying on the hospital bed, quietly shed tears. She thought she had forgotten these things from more than 60 years ago, but she still remembered so clearly. Even Lu Yunhe's expression of speaking, her painful feeling at that time, and Brad's lively appearance...

Chen Yiyan lay on the bed, and his mind replayed Brad's short life in his previous life like a revolving lantern. Those scenes of acting cute and having fun, Brad's laughter, acting cute and crying made Chen Yiyan feel sad.

It was not until Chen Yi-chan slowly thought about what happened after Brad's death that she gradually put away her tears.

After Brad passed away, she sent a telegram to the Lu family in China. The Lu family quickly sent Lu Yunhe to handle Brad's funeral. However, when this father arrived, all the matters of the funeral were ready. He only waited for him to meet Brad for the second time after his birth. The first time was in a cradle and the second time was in a small coffin.

At that time, Lu Yunhe looked at Little Brad and said some comforting words to Chen Yiyan that were solemnly painful. Then, within a few days, he wrote a poem that missed Brad, which was published in domestic newspapers. Everyone praised Lu Yunhe for his love for his son, saying that Lu Yunhe was a kind father and a good father.

When Chen Yiqiu thought of this, she felt disgusted. Lu Yunhe’s destructive things were also an alternative medicine to stop crying, because she was really not worth wasting any feelings for this person.

Lu Yunhe divorced Brad on the third day of her birth. She only saw Brad through the glass. She had never seen him for a few years since then. She asked Brad where the so-called love for his son came from, and there was no so-called kind father or good father.

When Chen Yiqi thought of Lu Yunhe's destruction, he suddenly felt like he was cheering up a little. When Brad didn't have to see their parents again in this life, he might not want to suffer in the world and would commit to someone else's house. This is also a lucky thing for him.

But Chen Yiyan still grabbed the quilt and cried for a while.

In the evening, the nurse came to bring supper and it was already a little cold. Chen Yiyan held back and ate it. When she was in the countryside of Shaffer, she could not afford to waste food. At that time, she and Lu Yunhe could not spend two money on their lives, but they really could not waste any food.

After dinner, I lay on the bed. Although the nurse said that the hospital was in Schaffer City, it was obviously not in the city center. The genius got dark and there was only the whistling sound of wind around, which sounded very empty.

Close her eyes, some clips of her previous life began to replay in her mind, and the old memories became surprisingly clear again. Chen Yiyan thought maybe it was because she is now a 21-year-old woman, not an 88-year-old lady, and young people always have such good memory.

Amid the whistling wind outside the window, Chen Yiyan gradually fell asleep.

When she woke up the next day, it was a rare sunny weather in Shaffer City outside the window. Chen Yi-chan was in a much better mood. After all, Shinzi was a man in his 80s. She was the only one in the narrow ward. The dilapidated door panel could not stop the footsteps coming and going in the corridor and the heavy accent of Shaffer City. The nurse occasionally came to see her, but no relatives and friends came to visit her. She lay on the bed and looked at the newly green trees that had just bloomed outside the window, and her mood began to slowly become a little cheerful.

In her previous life, others praised her for being virtuous and kind. After she divorced her ex-husband, she raised her son A Guang. When she remarried, she took his parents to be filial until she was employed to see them off. Later, her ex-husband died early, and she also gave her some living expenses to her ex-husband's stepwife from time to time. When she mentioned her Chen Yi-chan in Pingcheng, she didn't give her a thumbs up.

But Chen Yiyan was in her heart, especially in her later years, and she didn't want others to mention her virtuous things. Although her son also got married and had children, she was older and said that she would take a lot of things when she was older, but she didn't understand them when she was older. She understood them clearly! How naughty she was when she was young! She was so troubled by Lu Yunhe and disrespectful, she actually raised his parents, helped his step-wife, and collected his body!

Think about it, it’s really worth it. Chen Yiyu, who doesn’t owe him Lu Yunhe, nor does he feel sorry for his old Lu family. On the contrary, Lu Yunhe divorced her for the so-called true love, which has affected her and her family. When her second son needed money to treat her, the Lu family said that he had no money to treat her. The Lu family was the richest man in Jishi Town! He sent 300 oceans of living expenses to Lu Yunhe every month, but he actually said that he had no money to treat Brad!

The older she was in her previous life, the more she felt that she was loyal to the old Lu family. She was so mean that she was so mean. It was as if someone slapped her on the left side of her face, and she even came up to slap her on the right side!

However, this kind of reflection was realized only after she became a rich man and a poor rent-collecting woman after middle age in her previous life. At that time, Lu Yunhe had been dead for more than 20 years. She was already a woman in her fifties. She did not remarry when she was rich, but when she was poor, she met Doctor Xiang who could spend the second half of her life together.

The encounter with Doctor Xiang and remarriage were not as vigorous as the story of a talented man and a beautiful woman. They were very ordinary together. At that time, his children needed to be taken care of, and she also needed to find someone to take care of each other in a strange place. They gradually became familiar with each other and gradually became together. It was natural that everything came naturally.

It was in her ordinary life with Dr. Xiang, which was a natural life of rice, oil and salt that she realized the feeling of ordinary couples, and the feeling of equal treatment and mutual respect, which was different from Lu Yunhe's contempt for her that she was always superior to others.

At that time, she realized what Lu Yunhe looked and expression of contempt for her, and realized how disgusting Lu Yunhe made her feel, and how stupid it was to support his parents after the divorce and give him a widowed life.

That's why she regretted what she did when she was young. Maybe others would give her a thumbs up, saying that she is such a good woman, a good daughter-in-law, who married her and she was really burning incense, Lu Yunhe was so shit-stupid. How could she divorce such a good woman? It's such a pity!

But these are just other people's opinions, and it's a pity for others. I still laughed at her behind the scenes for being so good, but I was abandoned by Lu Yunhe. The so-called divorce is just a synonym for abandonment.

Even her relatives and her tribesmen came to Manhattan to meet them in her seventies, and those siblings, nieces and nieces still said to their children in an ambiguous tone: "Your aunt, you divorced. When you were young, you divorced the famous poet Lu Yunhe. In our era..."

She, Chen Yiyu, has always been a good-looking person. She came from the well-known Chen family. Her father and brother were both figures who left a name in Chinese history. She was also one of the women in Pingcheng at that time. She was even called that by others because of Lu Yunhe!

She was unwilling to give up! Sometimes she hated and regretted that she was too naive when she was young, why was she so stupid? Why did she obey the Three Obediences and Four Virtues, Women's Rings, and Women's Virtues! What are the uses of those things!

But these things were instilled into her bones since she was a child. In her family, her father was responsible for disciplined boys. Their two brothers became scholars in the previous dynasty early. Later, when the revolutionaries overthrew the previous dynasty and established China, the two brothers were also the first batch of talents to study abroad. After returning to China, they played a huge role in related fields. Each one of them was praised.

But the girl in their family is disciplined by her mother (=mother). The mother thinks that girls should be Zhen Jingxianshu. She wants to learn from the girl’s beauty at home and bind her feet when she is four years old. If she hadn’t cried too hard at that time, the elder brother felt distressed, and the elder brother stood up to stop the mother, she would definitely be bound to be bound, just like her elder sister, with a pair of small feet. The mother said that only one pair of small feet can find a good family for her in-laws.

Perhaps because she didn't have a pair of small feet, my mother subconsciously thought that as long as she could marry her, Amitabha Buddha would burn incense. So after joining the Lu family, divorce was simply an unacceptable blow to my mother. It was not until the number of divorced women in society gradually increased, and my mother began to give her a good face, but later she always muttered that this was the result of her elder brother's foot binding at the beginning. If she had a pair of golden lotus-like little feet, she would definitely find someone better than the Lu family.

Sometimes her mother said that she was unable to win over men and Lu Yunhe’s heart was not on her, so she was abandoned. Otherwise, with their Chen family’s family background, the Lu family was just a merchant family, how could she dare to abandon her Chen family’s daughter!

After the divorce, Chen Yiqiu accepted all kinds of gossip, including family’s incomprehension and complaints. The one who hurt her the most was her parents, especially her mother. Sometimes she was really sad, and sometimes she was thinking, if her father paid more attention to their girls and educated them more foreign cultures, would things be different?

But these are just thinking about it. In that society, the Chen family, in the eyes of the mother, girls are always worthless. They follow their fathers at home, husbands at marriage, and husbands at home, and they are not allowed to say no to their parents-in-law, but follow their husbands. This is what the mother taught her, and she also implemented it like this, but she still ended up like this. In the end, even the mother complained to her.

Two years after the divorce from Lu Yunhe, Chen Yiqi was very unhappy and in a bad state. If she hadn't been studying and class at the time, she was learning the knowledge she had dreamed of every day, and was still worried about Brad, she even wanted to commit suicide, but she couldn't survive in the face of everyone's accusations. Later, after a long time, with Brad's company, she gradually gained the ability to live independently and gradually became less concerned about those things.

But not caring does not mean being sad. Later, she returned to China and gradually became numb in the face of doubts and accusations from all parties. Then she got used to it and calm down. When she was old, she read it and understood it, but she was too worthless!

Now that God has given her a chance to come back, she wants to live a personal life and let those who hurt her and slander her see how free and happy she lives!
Chapter completed!